whats wrong with me and my social skills?

[Christian]

i am a skinny, medium/small 17 year old. my list of symptoms is infinite, so ill try and keep it short.
basically, ive had social anxiety for 3 and a half years. a group of boys in the year above me thought itd be funny to beat me up and rob me 3 days a week for 2 years. i hate my parents and hate socialising. i used to go out, even though my social anxiety would leave me sitting in a group of friends saying nothing for hours. i dont go out anymore. my discomfort in social situations is getting worse. i have trust issues of anyone/ any car that goes past me. i sit there at college, whilst everyone talks, i just sit there in silence.

alien paranoia - i think theyre experimenting on me. one of my only childhood memories is alieny noises.
ghost paranoia - when i was very young i woke up one night to find myself in a poltergeist, i wasnt that scared but i ran to the living room and slept on the sofa. i woke up there in the morning so i knew it wasnt a dream. and now i believe i sense them and theres haunted objects and a haunted wardrobe and all that other stuff that youre just gunna think is bullshit. NO ONE can persuade me ghosts dont exist. ive been through too much scary ghost shit to make me believe theyre not real.
possible hallucinations - one night i woke up to hear breathing right in my ear, loud and clear, but no one was there. this carried on for about 10 minutes. i also believe they control my wifi on my laptop ( and make me loose wifi every 2 seconds just to piss me off) and make all my electronics have lots of problems. my tv turns on at its own accord and every single one of my 11 phones i have been through has had tons of issues.

i have no labido.
i dont self harm but i do punch walls pretty much daily when my parents come home because as soon as they open the door and shout hello i get extremely pissed off.
i have suicidal thoughts everyday and have gone down to my local bridge more than a few times, contemplating it.
i dont have breakfast or lunch. i have dinner, then have a large afterdinner snack and then another.
if im not at college im sleeping till 5pm. and going to sleep at 6 or 7am. if i am at college im going to bed at 6/ 7am and waking up at 9am.
i have trouble getting to sleep, staying asleep, have weird confusions when i wake up (i daydreamed a sheep the other day in one of these confusions) and cannot get out of bed to save my life. im a few months into college and about once a week i am late or not coming in because im sleeping.
im extremely tired throughout the day.
i have had a few panic attacks before.
if i am thinking about ghosts or something that scares me then as soon as i change my direction of vision i will see something out of the corner of my eye.
i dont really know what people mean by 'hearing voices' but ive had some random woman rambling on about something i wasnt even nearly thinking about. it was something like 'get him jim, theyre gunna get you!' something that barely phased me and was completely irrelevant, it was just a bit weird to hear a random voice in my head.
my dreams recently are getting trippy, and waking me up alot.
my friends say i have weird thinking patterns whenever i find the ability to actually talk.
(when i say friends i mean i have 2 close friends and the rest are acquaintances)

anyway i could go on for ages, but the thing is ive tried every single thing to help me through this. for example forcing myself to socialise. i did this pretty much every day for 3 weeks. thanks to whoever gave me that bad advice. didnt help at all it just made things worse and made me feel more worthless.
im feeling suicidal everyday. and life is becoming such a struggle. does anyone have any advice or know whats wrong with me?

[mikey]

Sounds like schizophrenia to me