My girlfriend once applied to be an escort?

[Scott]

I recently did something very low. Very, very low. I have been dating my girlfriend for 6 months and we are in love. She loves me more than anyone ever has, and shows it often.

She has had quite a few relationships, all of which ended poorly. One guy cheated on her, another turned out to be married. She has a very strong sex drive and is very adventurous, so I often have trouble believing her that she has had as few partners as she claims. I'm very paranoid and have trust issues.

One time, when she was over at my place, I installed a keylogger on my laptop to obtain login information for social media and e-mail. It seems like all her facebook messages before she met me were deleted, but here is what I found in her e-mail.

1) Several pictures of her snorting cocaine. I knew about this previously... but still.

2) Many e-mails of her sending nudes to unknown e-mail addresses.

3) One e-mail of her offering sex to a minor local celebrity. There was no reply.

4) And finally... a lengthy conversation between her and an escort agency setting up an interview. Although she cancelled the interview because of illness, and there were no further e-mails, I assume it never happened. But she also left her phone number.

I'm completely shocked, disgusted, and don't know what to do. If I bring this up, she'll know I violated her privacy and she will potentially dump me. If I don't bring it up, it'll bother me for a long, long time (I'm debating if I want to end this now... this is not something I think of as moral). So, what should I do, how should I bring this up?

[postal p]

I can't even imagine what she deleted. This girl has some serious baggage. I doubt that one guy will ever be able to please her. Dump her before you get hurt, or catch something.