Depressed, thinking of her..... PLZ HELP ! Really Need Help !?

[Amit]

Hi guys, i will try to keep it as short as possible.

I was in a online long distance relationship, and got severely attached to a girl. She proposed me over phone and our relationship started. We never met each other, only means of communication was our voice and Social network. Relation continued for 9 months, and after that i felt like she lost interest buy the way she spoke, not contacting me for many days etc etc. She said she will be calling me and didn't want me to contact here cause her dad being very strict and often check her phone and trust me guys that was " truth". Readers, don't think that she was cheating on me, to keep the post short i cant tell the reason, but i am 100% sure.

The thing is even i was bored of the relationship, because doing the same thing again and gain is booring ( voice chat ) but i never stoped LOVING her. Now , after 9 months, there was a time where she didn't talk to me for few weeks. i never CRIED in my life, but i did when she didn't contact me for many days. Finally she calls after 3 to 4 weeks and i talk to her in a formal way just to give her a hint that i am angry and to check if she missed me or not. In the conversation, she said " i lOve you" , i just said OK. Hearing that , she said never to call her again and dropped her call. Me being hurt the way she was acting, didnt try to call her back. after few weeks, she deleated me from facebook, changed her name so i couldn't find her, but i found her anyways.

I sent her a big message about how i feel about here, and how she let me go without saying anything. The message was really emotional. In spite of all that, she didnt even care to text me back, saying some thing, anything. I didnt contact her after that. Its been 2 years now, and i still love her the way i did in the start.

After 1 year of breakup, i came to know from my mutual friend that she was in another online relationship. I checked her profile immediately, and i was shattered like a broken glass. She calls me after a year and half month, just to ask me if i have her another number which she has lost. When she called me, i was soo happy thinking that she is calling me to want me back in her life. when she spoke soo formally and asked me her 2nd number, i broke down again. i called her back , and asked her why exactly she left me and she said " it was mutual Breakup". I asked her about her new boyfriend , she hesitated a little and then she said " yes i do have " .

I simply asked her , is he better than me. her reply was " maybe,... he is my boyfriend, yes he is better than you ! " We had a long quarrel and at the end made her realize that she was wrong and i was right. Then again we didnt speak for many months. Few days before my recent birthday, she texts me on Socialnetwork site " Hey i wana talk to you its urgent, i lost your number , please text me and this is my number " and gives her number. I checked her profile and came to know she is single again ( at least i think she is ).

Knowing what is good for me, even though its being 2 years and still loving her, i stopped myself from replying back and just deleted the message. Now today i get this message back from her " I'm leaving for Boston...forever . got admission
I thot if we cud talk for one last tym at ur will... Do reply even if its a No... ".

I get depressed when i look at her pic, even after such long time.

I am really thankful, who actually wasted their precious time reading a small part of my life.

My question is, should i reply her back or not. If i should , then should i be formal and fake or burst all my emotions to her like a pshyco

Your answer will be of great help to me, and once again thank you for reading. "All criticizing are welcome"

[Dream boy]

Hello Amit...By your words I can say dat u guys both love each other...But the problem between u guys is EGO....If u love her even now speak to her n tell ur feelings....Gud luck

[Oscar]

Ok 1st of in my opinion, online long distance relationships are ALWAYS a bad idea. I'd rather u find a girl around where u live, like work or school. Second dont go for her anymore please. She is only wanting u bak only because she has no one else to go to. I rather u just tell her goodbye, its not gonna work out or something like dat. U wont go far with her if shes like dat. The world is HUGE. There are many many girls u can love. Ik it might hurt depending on ur personality. Im not exactly going thru a break up but rn atm i still cant get over a girl who rejected me 2 months ago. Yes it hurts. U just gotta ignore the pain. I wish u the best of luck.

[Vipin]

I thnk u shuld rply her bck bcoz u knw aftr so many years latr u might think if I wuld hve replied d siituatn could be sumthng else listn wat she wants to say bcoz aftr all she is gng she might nt cum bck!!! If nt jst contct her for d sake of ur relatnship n ur 2 yrs love...