I feel like I'm trapped with my friends?

[george]

Before you start reading I would just like to say that I have gone into a (what i think) bit of depression over the past few days and have been considering cutting - I think this is due to my friends.

Recently I've been feeling really down on myself - I think it's because of my friends. I've been hanging around with these 3 girls for 3 years, sitting with them at lunch/break, texting and phone calling all the time... but since September I've just felt really different. I'm going to call them J, E and M because I don't want to give you their real names. Anyways, whenever I sit with them at lunch I sometimes feel left out, J and E often make remarks about me, I know that they're not being serious but the amount they do it makes me feel like ****, they constantly ***** about each other to me so it makes me think that they do the same to me, and it drives me up the wall, I am also oftenly having my phone snatched out of my hand by J and then having her going through all of my photos and instagram and invading my personal space. She does this constantly, and if I ask for my phone back she NEVER gives it back, she just says that I'm over reacting when this happens at least once every two days, I feel like I can't even take out my phone, as if she doesn't snatch it, she asks for it and I usually say no, but for some reason get's so offended and says "I won't do anything" and I can tell that she's getting pissed off and I HATE controversy, so I just give her my phone so she doesn't get angry at me and push me out for the rest of the day (which has happened two or three times before)...
In September I had had enough because I was in a really bad mood that day and J said to me "What are you doing on twitter, bitching about us?" when I had done nothing to her, so I just got up and left and hung around with this other group of girls who I'm really good friends with. I did this for 3 weeks but couldn't take it because the new group of girls who I stood with stood very close to J, E and M at break, this led me to constantly hearing them (what i think) fake laughing, taking loudly and so on... I think it was to try and make me jealous but I'm not sure. But because this led me to feel even more worse about myself I finally went up to them and said sorry. I said sorry because I wanted to stop fighting, not because I actually felt sorry, they accepted my apology and I was about to walk off when they told me to sit down, I knew I couldn't say "Oh sorry I'm going to hang around with the other group of girls" because I knew exactly what would happen - they would just ***** about me and not accept my apology and probably take the piss out of me for being so 'pathetic' for saying sorry... I sat down with them and it took about 2 weeks for them to treat me like they had before. During those 2 weeks I hardly joined into convocation as they purposely made me feel like an outsider.
I don't know what to do, some days I can have fun with these girls but some days I can feel really really down after a day of school and it's on my mind all night. I just don't need it, but because school is such a close environment and I'm seeing J, E and M all around school, I just don't want it to be like those 3 weeks when I wasn't friends with them. But I've just had enough, E is one I can still be friends with whatever happens really because she is sensitive, and I really do like her as a person when she's not with J, I could say the same about J to be honest... J is not as aggressive and quick-to-judge when she's alone. They turn each other into something completely different. And M, she doesn't talk much so I know I wouldn't talk to her much if I stopped hanging around with them. So what should I do? If it wasn't for school I would litterely say goodbye and move on, but because we're always so close to each other I know it will just be awkward for the next 2 years of school. I don't know what to do, it's not always bad with them 3, but I would say that the good and bads equal out, when with my other group of friends there are really only goods. What should I do? I feel trapped. All help is appreciated, thank you.

[bolly]

George these girls are bullie's and need to be dealt with try and get word to one of your teacher's they will have a way to see to them I could say tell your parent's but they may do more harm than good by confrontation, maybe your school has older girls that you could talk to but either way George you need help to get through this tough time one suggestion I have is keep off twitter and facebook and the likes they cause more harm than good I think I know how you feel my grand-daughter{ yes you read it right } had a simmilar problem and I am glad to say has been resolved, good luck to you.