Why is this girl treating me like this?

[Kieron]

Throughout the last few years I have suffered with anxiety and depression. I have been having panic attacks for the past few months. I have attempted to kill myself a number of times because my dad had left, and all my parents would do was fight. I recently have had a female friend for the past few months, we were getting along fine. I had to tell her months ago about my depression because I had to have a little break off college, and she told me that I could always talk to her and that I could confide in her as a friend. However ever since she seen my male friend bothering with me a month ago she has been acting cold and standoffish to me. I have recently found out that my male friend had been saying things to her on Facebook a few times. I never knew about this, a few weeks ago my female friend cried to me about what my male friend was doing. I got so annoyed with my male friend that I did threaten to go to the police unless he deleted all the fake Facebook accounts he made. I told her that I will help her and be there for her if she had any more problems. Both of them however kept accusing each other to me, and I tried my best not to get involved but they both kept getting me involved in everything they were saying to each other. We are all 18 by the way. Two days ago I told my female friend that I made my male friend delete all the accounts and that I was really sorry for what he had did. She told me that she wouldn't give me lifts anymore. Since then she has ignored me a few times, I've even asked if we were friends and I had no answer. I recently just had a message off her and she told me that she doesn't want me to blame her for my problems because she's gone through worse than me, however she was the one telling me a few weeks back to always talk to her if I had problems.

[confused]

Sounds like you have quite the mess right now. My suggestion, don't have either one as a friend. A friend is supposed to stay by your side. Even if they are having their own problems. And if you know your friends well enough you would know they were having problems and you can both help each other. It's always best to talk to someone instead of keeping it bottled up. I know how hard it is to deal with depression since I've been there. The way I accomplished most of it was to think that I wasn't put on this earth to be miserable. I was put here to make my life the way I wanted and that's what I'm doing now. You can't fully get rid of depression but you can control it. So I say clear the bad people from your life and start anew.