what is this type of mental or emotional condition ? ? ?

[Marry]

So, i am 23 year old girl, i chatted with a person on yahoo messenger using my fake ID as security prospective, i didn't disclose my identity with him, as no one will chat with me i told each and every one my name is XYZ (fake name), so we were chatting from 6 months, i have see his Facebook profile his name was right, we were very good friends. many time he Demonstrated that i do not show ho my picture but i averted him because i want my safety and i usually doesn't trust any one easily, nut he was my good friend , i was searching job from him, and i have found one job related to his profile, i have copied and pasted and mail him on yahoo, and when i have send it to my another mail id it allows to user to redirect my profile page on times jobs, there is my resume father name real name phone number address everything, i was scared because i never want anyone on net to know my identity , so he reply me after see that mail ok i have replied for job, he was normal i thought it is redirected in my another id becuase i am using same computer so i continue chat with him.. next day he seems like odd behaviour..i asked about reaosn for this type of behavior , he told me i have doubt ur name is fake location is fake and all he told me all this thing, i replied i m not fake and all ( cause i don't want he will know about me) so he signed out, i scared and didn;t go in yahoo for three four days , after three days i have signed in he was online he said hi to me i said what do u want he said why r u behaving like this if u don;t want to chat tell me drectly i said ok only he said yes i have seen in three days ypu don;t even one message me u don;t wanna chat, i stopped he stopped. after four hour he send me a sad emotions said Dude you are so different , i wanna tell u something please listen i did not reply then he told ok you don't wanna talk it is up to u bye ..then i have also signed out in night i sign in again he mailed me he told in first mail where r u dear in second mail he told me we would not talk any more, i shouted on u and i scolded you becuase which messaged u have sent to my id it was automatically redirected to ur profile and i have seen all the details of you, your resume your name date of birth father name phone number address collage each and everything. so i told u that u lied to me. after all this i have imditely delete my yahoo profile and my time jobs profile ,,i coudn't my gmail ID becuase there is so may confidential mail and i don;t wanna make one more mistake in hurry. and my phone mumber is enroll in my university if anything happend with my online profile , profile recovery will send to my mobile number so i coudn't delte both of this. i have changed every detaild of times jobs which is fake now. it is incident That was six days ago. he didn't call or mail me on my real id as i have deleted fake ID..
two things are Grizzly's to me
first is i don't know what is this it is a feeling in me of insecurity , i am very stright girl since my childhood , i never like this drama love and affair , i am addicted to chatting , and i don't want any one can know i was chatting with a guy on night ..it is my thinking that no one shoudl know about my chatting stuff. as they think i am interested in boys in all this studd ( which i m not )

second thing is he was a good guy , i never felt anything for him, but from past three four days i am feeling like i am missign some one and i am just like that that will cry in 2 seconds , actually it was habit to chat wih him in night ..and i know his father is ill ..so i just thinking about his father and him may be it is sympathy and i have cried three times in three days ..i don't even interested in any work i just feel like something is missing ..IT IS feeling when Anyone would be missing..i think i have attached to him too much so i am carieng for him and thinkging ....

that was my two problems, i don't want to contact him any more as he know all about my reality real name but opposite side i m feeling very sad and guilty as he is alone.. i know it is temporally condtion but it is painful. suggest me something or it will autmoatically go with time.

Sorry for my english , in this article there can be many mistakes but it is able to understand thanks to read reply please what is this condition ?

an

[The Right To Truth]

When we spend a great deal of time on something, then we stop, we then have to find something to fill that void. Replace chatting with gaming or something.