i really hate my life, help?

[Lara]

well, i have one best friend but she lives far away in Wales, and in school no one likes me, i get talked about behind my back and i have no one there for me, i always get called names and people talk about me when im there and they think i dont know but i do, they have a go at me for everything like im off school today and they have argued with me over it and i have an autistic brother witch is hard enough, i don't know what to do i think im becoming depressed and i have no one to talk to and no one that understands, i really want to move school but my mum wont let me and its really getting me down i also cant stand up for myself because im scared of the girls that are arguing with me, any ideas how to help?

thank you!

[Dimitry]

change your attitude

[Mallilka]

make your life enjoyment.

[Indra]

Make your like enjoy .

[Blaze]

I'm always here hehe ill be your online friend I hate nasty girls that think they can manipulate everyone because boys think they're attractive or whatever I just decided to get a gym membership and spend all my time there taking care of myself the loneliest people are the strongest And most independent just remember that!! You don't need anybody because the ones you think have your back are usually the ones holding a knife ready to stab you in it my Instagram is hanaablaze and my Facebook is Hanaa Metcalfe

[Raady]

show what you are special in ?
learn new things and try to discuss..
automatically they stop talking about you in the way

and stop considering what the others are talking about you, its like junk food to your brain.

[Samantha]

Okay, I know what you're going through , I also have been called names and what I have learned since they started is to just laugh it off , just tell to fuck off . I also have an autistic brother and he has been bullied basically his whole life . When he would get bullied I would have to stand up for him and guess who got hit for it ? Of course I did but anything to keep him safe . My mother never found out about those hits thankfully . And well my father .. I've never met him . My mom has told me about him once or twice but I don't really know much about him . But rn I have my brothers dad which is basically my dad but, it sad because he's always out drinking and he's rarely home . I understand how you feel that you just want to end life and never come back , I know the feeling. I've learned to live I with but I chose to try and help other people not deal with it , if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm here for you , you can DM me on twitter @lovaticrauhl_
I'll always be here to talk to you, and to anyone

[Rista]

to make enjoy.