pls scold me for the things i did!! i really change if u will scold!!!!?

[quietpig373]

i can't tell my problems of crushes with my parents or anyone! nor escape from those! now i'm very much harassed mentally!!
this is what happened till now!!
"i'm a 15 year old girl!! heart broken in one sided love which is infatuation but now too didn't express my love to him and left him and my body languge ws akwardly changed but previously it was very good than others and everyone but now i got a boy who is crushing on me and i love him too but that boy too was my crush when i didn't love anyone now he is showing interest in me and i'm also very happy but don't know how my mood is ruining with all these loves and crushes!! i'm soo worried about my mental health! can't stop negative thoughts from my mind! pschycologically harassing a lot and in this time only i have a rumor on me! that one boy proposed me on fb and i told this to my frnd trusting her but her frnd listened when i'm saying to her and she told to boys and some other girls and this made me feel worse and now one boy who is a idiot who teases all girls is keeping links with that idiot who proposed me on fb and i really get irritated, and to tell the boy who now crushing me knew everything that its his classmate who proposed me on fb and he told that he help me and no need to fear and i was happy but the boy who crushing me didn't directly say that he is having crush on me but he told my frnd that he don't like me as sis. when my frnd asked him whether he is treating me as sis. or not?! and i really love him and he said my frnd that i call him bro. so only he call me as sis. but don't really like to call me as sis. and to tell (he is my senior) i men 2 yrs bigger than me. Although he likes my fb posts sometimes but he don't usually like any juniors posts but its only me! i wrote on his timeline on his b'day mentioning him bro. and he liked only my post even my frnds who r girls wrote on his timeline but he didn't liked anyone's post but only me!! what can i do now?????????????????"
and plzz scold me like parents and say me not to go in any love or relationships at this age and scold me whatever u like to make me change plzz i'll not report u!!!! i really follow you if its said for my life and my further future Thanks in advance!! but plzz help me and scold me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Derek]

scolding possible only via phone or in person

derek.braganza01 (yahoo) leave your number here.

[tsg]

Dear Pie, U feel like u messed up all ur life at the age of 15 itself... n d way u said pls scold me ur scoldings can change me.. dt proves ur too childish... so leave all those what happend.. move on .. stop considering it.. make little little changes, say like start doing yoga make ur body fit, this small change can help u strongly... stop focusing on boys, stupid films n all listen high beat songs... dont focus on lyrics just lsiten d beat n dance like no one is watching u... stay close to ur family admit ur self,, say sorry n convince dm with ur heart nt brain... learn cooking diffrnt dishes at home, help mom .. n mainly dear focus on studeis read books, when u find free time njoy just being single bt no negative thoughts.... grasp all the postive energy dear.... world is too small for neagtive thinking people n for haters too... be positive u dint comit a mistake.. its all being childish.. so grow up get independent...
All d best