Why do i get this weird feeling(heartbreak) when i see my ex?

[Steven]

My ex and i have been apart for 10 months now. I was dumped on my bday after she decided to leave for my best friend. She cheated countless times and has emotionally abused me. She got dumped by my best friend and used me for a month to move on. She is currently with her 9th bf in 5 years. I was her longest at 8 months. Her usual relationships last 3 months or so. I treated her the best i could and held some secrets of my life threatening disease away from her to protect her. Sacrificed everything and love her endlessly.

The thing is we are in all the same classes. So i see her everyday at school. I have moved on and have accepted the fact that she isn't mine and that the relationship is over. But whenever i see her in class, i feel a slight heartbreak. I have blocked her on twitter and FB as well. But whenever i accidentally see her name chatting with a person on my Twitter or FB timeline, i feel a shock and a major heartbreak. Almost like a heart attack. My heart stops a sudden and i feel sad. And a while after that, i feel so lonely. We don't talk anymore though. Haven't talked in 3 months.

She is a very open person but she has a very bitchy and slutty personality in class and elsewhere. She would wipe her specs on other boys shirts, caress their hair, touch them, play with their stuff and act slutty and bitchy. She has made out with a lot of boys before,

I don't think i want her back anymore. But why do i feel this heartbreak? It kills me and i don't wanna feel it anymore.

Please help me. Im 17.

[Dandelion Perfect]

Grief? Grief always happens even when the loss is actually a favorable outcome. It's not grief about losing her, the grief is about the loss of the fantasy of *true love*.

Just wait a while. It will ease.

[charls]

Its easy.. Just date another girl. And believe me. YOU WILL FORGET ABOUT YOUR BITCHY AND SLUTTY EX..