Should I continue fighting for it?

[Boo Boo[Rainbow Love]]

Okay this story is kind of long but I would appreciate any input.

I'm trying to get my ex back. We were together for 8 years. This last year was kind of difficult. We've had our ups and downs just like any couple but she was my first everything and I love her with all of my heart and soul. These last couple of years we got comfortable with each other and started to fall out of love. We even joked/ argued for a couple of months before we split that we were just best friends with occasional benefits living together. Being a lesbian couple wasn't easy. She didn't tell anyone at work about us because she felt it was no ones business which I respected, her family and my family both new and close friends and my work knew. But when i tried to post our relationship openly on facebook my mom flipped out because she didn't want to hear the drama from our extended family. So we agreed to take it down. I'm grown and I know now that I should have never let my mother influence my personal relationship. She was also wanting to be married and have kids, I told her i wasn't ready for any of this and I also made the mistake of telling her that it didn't mean as much to me as it did to her. Anyway long story short the last few months of our relationship she began talking to a guy who was throwing himself at her and she failed to tell him she was in a relationship with me. So once she found her new shiny toy instead of trying to fix our broken relationship she began another and ended it with me. So anyway after about a month of being broken up I now know what I did wrong and what I want to so desperately fix. I pushed her away and into the arms of another and now she is claiming to be relatively happy. She moved out of my house and into his immediately claiming they were just going to be room mates and then the truth began coming out. I'm angry, hurt and upset but more than anything I want my girl back. I have since moved an hr from home and am trying to begin a new life. She helped me move and I did the whole begging and pleading to come back to me, being a desperate jackass. She still talked to me about future things and told me to take things slow, she needs space and soul searching. I last saw her over dinner a week ago and she told me i was still her best friend blah blah blah and we had a nice time but then we stopped talking and I have not spoken to her in four days. It hurts that she hasn't contacted me to see how I'm doing but I'm trying to give her space and doing the no contact thing. Her friend says she seems content and "happy" in her new life and that she isn't sure she's ever going to come back to me but I'm not ready to give up. I want my baby back, my life my everything.

Am I fighting a losing battle, can she really just throw away 8 years or should I continue fighting for what I want and not give up?

[Calvin]

I'd say not to give up but if you really love her you need to let her make the choice of coming back or not as of right now I'd try to move on for a while but don't stop talking to her just stop begging her
Really sorry luck to you miss

[Envy Is My God]

If you've been rejected, yes, you should give up.