I don't know who i am anymore?

[Ghirahim-Desu]

I have been going through a lot in my life, from having splitting parents, to no friends at school, to my friends changing on me and telling me they hate me, to even more things which i have never felt i deserved. I just wanted friends who were dear to me, who cared about me and didnt care if i was extremly popular or even looked nice for that matter. I may not be good looking, and i may not be popular but all in life that i ask for are true friends. ive gone from friend to friend, to the point where i dont know who i am anymore, i used to love to draw , play video games and watch tv but everything reminds me of the good times i had with the people who hurt me. I never understood why they hurt me. I treated all my friends like they were gold. In return i get treated poorly. I know i let people walk all over me but i cant help it. I don't know who i was anymore, i can't do anything i love without completely loosing focus and spacing out. I always have asked for help but no one understands me anymore. I always act like being alone is ok but really it hurts me inside and out. all i ever ask for is 1 friend. 1 friend who finally understands me

[Musicismylife]

Wow, I'm really sorry about your situation, you sound like a really nice person . And let me say, I have been there and felt that way too. But it's WAY better for me now.
In grade 6, I had a group of about 10 girls, who I though were the best friends in the world. And because we were all pretty unpopular, I thought they'd never change or ditch me (but f**k, I was wrong!!!) Now, they've all ditched me and started hating me, for which I found out was because of one girl . So I spend about 1 year 'hanging out' with them but getting left out (year 8), and then about 6 mouths completely along (year 9). But then, I became close friends with a girl in my class (lol we actually became close by working well in maths together xD ) and also another girl, who actually used to be part of my grade 6 group too and was being hated for no reason aswell. And then a new girl came and joined our group too, so It does and WILL be better . I'm still by all means very unpopular, with only a small amount of friends, but it is by all means better then having none . I think what changed for me, Is that in the middle of year 9, I finally relised that I am a nice person, and deserve to have friends.

And Although we probably live no where near each other, I'd be happy to be your internet friend . If you'd be interested you can add me on my fake facebook account, Sims Andothergames and I could send you my real account and would be happy to talk about all your problems

[Aliyha]

awww honey i feel u...we have similar lives...just know that someday u will b happy and that all this paine will go away. dnt trust people too much. take ur distances and try spending time on youtube or anything. i grew up exactly like yu, i even wanted to commit suicide but one day i got a hold of the Bible and I got close to Jesus. talk to God he cares and hes ur only friend. talk to him everyday and tell him u want him to help u.he will

[Enfant terrible]

please read my answer today. we could be friends

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