What is going on with my ex-gf? (Girls only) ?

[Dmitry]

I'm seeking for some help here. (We're both 19)

I broke up with my Ex- Girlfriend right before christmas. I've been with her for 3 years, we're in love.We've been through alot together including break ups also.
When i broke up with her i was drunk and didn't meant to, we got in some stupid argument and she threw my car keys on the roof at 3 am morning. That was my reason to break up with her because it was just too much to handle at the moment.

After i went home, she blocked me on her social media profiles when i got home. After 2 days she unblocked me. i went to her page and saw picture of her destroying all of my stuff. She messaged my best friend and told him that me and her are not together any more. And she wants him to watch out for me. After that the grieve hit me i started missing her bad. I wrote her a message apologizing and telling her that i didn't mean to break up. Next day she answered me and told that I'm forgiven. She was going in circles about me not listening to her.At the end she told me " past is past and everything happens for a reason". She told me it was final and it's the best for us.

Last night on new years she messaged me saying that she had a good time knowing me and thanked me for the good memories, she told me that she loves me.

i replied her back saying that "Happy new year, wish you the best. Stay safe. I love you".

Her last message is saying "I am you too stay safe love you " (that was on tuesday) i stopped replying after.

Questions are. Is she seriously leaving me? Or just mind games? Do i need to reply? Or just maintain NC? Does she know that i want her back? (i told her that i didn't mean to break up with her)

Please help. i want her back

[Alex]

You should apologize again, and make sure it's VERY CLEAR that you want her back.

[cutiepie]

She is letting you go to see if you will chase her...if you want her, then chase her! Do not let a beautiful three year relationship be over because of one drunken fight. Just straight up tell her that you want her back. In fact, leave her a beautiful letter taped to her car or on her doorstep with some flowers. It will really show her you are serious. Good luck to you get your girl back

[saggy]

she wants you to CHASE HER. if you dont she will move on.. trust me, you should be begging for her attention she wont beg for yours.. i would get your lazy ass up and start trying

[Sarah]

Im a girl and when this happened to me .. My ex broke up with me and then apologised but I kinda wanted revenge u know so I said the same things your ex said ... In my opinion she just wants attention she wants you to show her how much you mean to her and how much your willing to do to to get her back (Nothing extream) but yeah....Seek her out and apologize

Goodluck