Facebook makes me extremely depressed. what do i do?

[Amber]

It really sucks. It makes me feel like I'm suffocating whenever I even sign in. When I'm on Facebook I see how happy everyone is. Like how happy everyone is to hang out with each other when I can't do those things. Then I have like 30 unread messages from a bunch a people I care about and I want to sit there and have a good conversation with them individually all at the same time but, its like impossible if I sit there and try to respond to one person another one gets pissed that i'm online and am not responding to them. and then Whenever I try to do something a consequence happens. I've been sheltered for most of my life and all of the sudden she's let me free but, I'm terrified that if I do anything I'm going to be reprimanded. And then also reprimanded in the sense of making us broke and not able to live. And along with that It makes me sick that I can't do anything for anyone. I can't give them anything …it's all a wreck. This is not how I wanted to be when I grew up. Like if a friend wants to hang out, they always bring up going out to see a movie. I can't afford the movie or the trip to it. And thennnn I'm terrified to get on anyway because I don't want to be superficial in my posts and lose my chances of getting a job.That's sad because I would like to become an educator and I can't be this way if I want to become an educator. I should be past this by now but, I'm not. And sometimes I'll make promises to the people that are my family, friends, or the special guys that I like, and tell them that I'll come back on Facebook and will stay. And then something happens and I choke up and don't come back on for weeks. At one point it was like half a year bc I hurts so much to spoil myself when I know something bad's going to happen
typo *it not I at the end

[Zarn]

Delete your Facebook profile, then.

Here's the instructions:
http://www.facebook.com/help/www/224562897555674