Why do i feel sad? And why do little things get to me?

[batman]

Well let me just say im a little hormonal lately but i dont want this to grow. My best friend left me cus she said i was clingy and things changed but i dont get it cus we only talked at lunch and not really in class I honestly dont see how thats a problem. We used to have so much fun before she started trying to fit in with this group then she pushed me away. I figured it was a personal problem. But i was really sad and i try not to talk about it to not dwell in it but it really hurts. Then today i noticed this guy stopped following me on instagram and the reason that made a statement is because were kinda friends and he follows like 400 people and he talks to me in class and not sound braggy or anything but im "attractive" by social standards and a picture sharing app endorses physical art so it really spoke to me that he went out of his way just to unfollow me (even his gf follows me) so i asked if he did and he was like "yeah why?" And i said "idk its just weird" and dropped it and later we talked about other stuff like normal jokin around in class. It bothered me cus i felt like it was arrogant of him but idk whats up with him we have nice conversations and share common interests. But he talks more to my ex best friend so idk what he has heard. A therapist once told me people are mean and bully me cus maybe theyre jealous or see me as a threat. And thats understandable with the girls who hate me who make their insecurities obvious, but why this guy? I litterally always try to be nice or help or joke (and not try it comes out naturally) so i dont understand why people dont tolerate me. Other folks are loyal, cool, and sweet and i have a type of boyfriend, yet i feel so alone sometimes cus these little things get to me. And even if its their own personal problems, idk why i attract such negativity. I litterally try to never be negative, i want to be an activist, be involved and change the world and i have some talents that im proud of and can offer to others for help although i can be introverted sometimes (i thought people understood that nowadays). But why do people like them get to me? I was so inspired to help out my community and others but when i run across people like that, it makes me second guess my tactics although im still motivated to become a young activist/leader and protest and help out a greater cause. When im inspired the most, it seems like people abandon me. I just really want to help out the world...

[Jack]

not to be mean but you went on and on and on about nothing. I think you're making a big deal over nothing. stop looking at every little problem and live your life.