I want to die because of bullying, I can't take it anymore!!! PLEASE HELP!!!!! PLEASE ANSWER!!!!!?

[Seth]

I can't take it anymore!!!!! I'm 13 and I've been bullied my whole life!!! Well this one girl named Melody who's been calling me gay!!! She started off by calling me gay at PE with some of her friends and in my anger, I unintentionally said a racist comment (Melody's Indonesian) and she held a complete grudge. She posted taht I was gay, a stalker, and that I couldn't have anything happen in real life so I posted fake stuff" on her Twitter and after I confronted her twice, she stopped posting but she was bragging and smirking at me and laughing at me and talking about me to her friend. Well I got my twin brother to help me confront her on Facebook and just now she was saying that people get respect to give respect and I dont deserve it thats why she's mean to me!!! OMG!!! I wanna kill her!!! I wanna kill myself!!! I am so pissed at her cuz she has no f-ing idea how much I've gone trhough and I talked about how I stand up for bullying victims and that I have friends who I care about who went through hell and she has no right to complain. And she also said that my suffering (my parents are divorced, I'm being bullied and there's a lot of other stuff) was stuff that I "probably brought on myself!" I'm so angry at her!!! I wanna die!!! I just want to kill taht f-ing b***h!!! I wanna just murder that ugly a*s b***h!!!! > What should I do? PLEASE HELP ME!!!
I said a lot of stuff back to her so I'm thinking that if I reported her I'd get in trouble with her and that's unfair. Plus, she tried to say her life was hard cuz she's Asian and she said that my suffering was brought on myself by me. And I already said this but she said I didn't deserve respect!!! I can't take 4 more years of this and my mom won't let me switch schools or homeschool and she makes me go everyday. I don't know what else to do!!!
I tried to make a deal with her that if she left me alone and didn't even mentioned my name again, I'd leave her alone and she's like the stubbornest person I've ever met. She won't let this stop because she is desperate to be right and yet she's trying to tell me to live my life when she's saying that I don't deserve respect after everything I've done for people and after all the crap I've been through, she says I brought it on myself and I'd "trip in her shoes" because I have "no idea of the expectations of being an Asian." WTF?!?!?!
I've been dying to post about her from the beginning but that'd get me arrested and she said she didn't care no matter what I said or did, yet she continued. And the toughest friend I have that's a girl lives in another town like an hour away. No girl could pwn her like that friend could, that's one thing that's so depressing.

[Someone Online]

Talking with someone, your parents, a school counselar, a psychiatrist, or even just a friend or close family member will take a lot of the stress off.


Also you shouldnt be afraid to go to the principal or have your parents do that, because bullying is a pretty severe form of harassment and that is against the law.


As for the emotional tolls and stresses of the world, Ive been there, my parents divorced when I was 10 or 11, I had a pretty rough time growing up as well, but you need to tough it out, because if you dont let life defeat you and you work hard, you will find that as you get older life becomes pretty rewarding

[ashley]

First off - stop with the Twitter and Facebook, it even kind of seems like maybe you kept this going, I know I don't have the whole story but if you're choosing to go online and keep it going then it will help to stop that.

Second - if you just ignore this issue for a while she'll forget about it, people get distracted and you're young, I promise this is the worst time of your life - I can say that, and ask any adult, because I know being 13 absolutely sucks. But, hey, at least this isn't happening when you're 35! Imagine that! Even if you are gay, really, nobody cares, they're just trying to keep the focus off how crappy they feel cause they're 13 too. Just lay low with this for a while and it will blow over.

Third - you need to calm the F down already! Before you get all heated and go arguing with someone or go online and pick fights take some deep breaths - do this - inhale for 4 counts (1,2,3,4 get it?), hold your breath for 4 counts, exhale for four counts, hold it out for four counts and repeat.

Life can be really tough, but that doesn't mean we can't create our own drama - don't make it tougher on yourself than you have to.

good luck, hang in - I promise it gets better

[Jake]

I'm gonna get thumbs down for this... but.

Post shit about her, tell people she's pregnant. lol. Or have a friend(that's a girl) kick her ass! Cause you can't... cause I'm pretty sure your a guy.
Learn better comebacks...


people will probably say 'tell someone' or something.. but I wouldn't do that. But you can if it'll work.

[P]

yeah guy, talk to someone who can't put this girl in a place to wake her up. Indonesians can go to jail too, just like anyone else. Get witnesses and co plain as a group if you need to. Keep your head up and keep trying and don't stop. My parents divorced, remarried and looking to divorce again. I am not bent or broken but I walk tall as should you. I know it's cliche but what don't kill you only makes you stronger. Just something I live by daily. I agree with Ashley. Be careful on the whole breathing thing. You can get light headed and pass out or something then again that might play in your favor. Seriously though keep your head up.