Is my ex still into me or...? (10 points for best answer)?

[angel]

Please read all of this. No rude answers please!!!!! I apologize for the length.




I started dating him over winter break. We dated for 5 days then we broke up, because he told me that he almost asked my friend out (at the time I didn't know he was over her) and I went off on him. Also, I let him go through my text messages (before we broke up), because I totally forgot about the convo my friend and i had about him earlier in the day. In there were texts about his hot friend who has a gf, thinking I'm cute and that I wanted to break up with my bf (but earlier that day after I talked to my friend, my ex and I talked about that stuff so by the time he read that stuff I didn't want to break up with him). We remained friends and talked it over so 2 days later we got back together, and he haves a hard time giving second chances. Then we broke up again 4 days later, because I told him I want to last longer than a year, but I'm leaving school soon and he'll still be there. I was really desperate and wanted him back, so I pretended to be my friend (she knew about it) that he almost asked out. I got him to think about us getting back together, but every time he said I'm over it, etc.

(a few weeks ago) After he found out it was really me, we talked about it. He told me he was thinking about us getting back together (a 3rd time, and he has a hard time giving people a second chance) but then I messed it up by pretending to be my friend. He forgave me and told me it was okay that I did that, like he understood where I was coming from, but when he talks to my friends about it he says I'm crazy/creepy, etc. He also told me that he wants to go back, but he doesn't know if he can and that he promised himself that he wouldn't. Even after all of that he said I was one of the best gfs he's ever had.


One of his best friends posted a status to me on Facebook saying this: "Let true love find you. Once it finds you I'm 100% sure it will last, and for once your heart will be complete." He told me that he was talking about letting my ex come back to me. Keep in mind this friend of his hates everyone, but when he was explaining the status to me, he called himself my friend I've known him for 3 years this is the first time he said that.

I wish he would have explained the status to me sooner, because I wrote my ex a letter and my friend handed it to him. He crumpled it up, but he kept it. His mom and sister went through his room the next day and found the letter. He texted me and told me to leave him alone, he likes someone else,etc. Then my friend was talking to him the next day and that's when I found out his mom and sister threatened to get a restraining order against me (over a love letter apologizing for what I had done!) and that's why he said those things to me.

1-3 weeks ago he was telling his friends stuff like I'm a freak don't go out with me and I'm clingy and that's I'm crazy and a physcopath. Maybe he doesn't want me dating one of his friends? Like I said earlier one of his friends and I kind of have a thing for each other, but I never told him who. His friends will probably go to other people and tell them that stuff too.

Now, his friends keep looking at me sometimes the smize at me (smile with their eyes), or just stare, or look like they know something's up. My ex keeps looking sad and depressed. He doesn't comb his hair often and doesn't wear the nicest clothes (not like he wore designer stuff before). He keeps looking over at his shoulder at me, and he never did that. He also gets really jealous when I flirt with his friends. Once I was messing around with one of his best friends (the one who posted the status) on the bus, and then I looked out into the aisle and he had his foot out pushing really hard up against the seat across from him. After we stopped. His friend asked my ex if he wanted to hangout over the weekend and he said no.

A few days ago, his friend (who posted the previous status) posted a status about taking his girlfriend to her dance. My ex commented on it saying oh I see how it is, you take your girlfriend to the dance but you won't take me. Then his friend replies with oh wow man I didn't know you cared about me so much. >.< hows angel (referring to me). Then my ex said still crazy but she leaves me alone so we're good. Yet, at school we were walking down the stairs, I was with my friend and we were going to the second floor and he was going down to the first floor, he looked at me and looked like he was going to cry. I turned to my friend, and asked if he saw the way he looked at me and he said yeah he looked so miserable and he also said it looked like he was going to cry. The next day I was with my other friend just talking, and the my first friend said that he saw my ex looking over at me and moving closer to me.

[JFK]

Yes he yes for sure