Girl, Love, Mistake, Problem, Help, 14th Feb, Gonna Cry?

[Rajeev Malla]

Hi smart guys,

I believe you will read this all. Tank you!

I am not just teen I am 22 year old guy; responsible, sincere, and this is mature love. Its not just a teen love. It is serious.

I hope you can understand the feeling of falling in love. My life is quite, I am not depressed but it seems always incomplete, and I feel kind of lonely when I get alone. I am loosing my charm, and I am getting old.

I was in love with a kind girl, but I never had any chance to make her mine, I was so unlucky dude. I have no chance even to talk with her. Now 2 years have passed, I don't know where she is, I have her phone no but I can not call her. I have seen her facebook account, but I can not send her a friend request.

When I purposed her she was already in relationship. She liked me so much, she wept on the phone even, but she said that she is too weak to break her existing relationship. She just cried, and cried ... All she showed me the divine respect for the way I purposed her, she said she felt special.

I feel like I broke her, I realized my actions hurt her, though she liked it but that was kind of pain I gave her, she was weak, and she can not handle it. I got broken, I didn't understand the situation, I fond no clue on how to behave, and what to respond her at that moment, I also fall in tears. Being boy, I did little comfort her, I said "I am the second I will leave ... you can continue ... I will be ok."

She was sad, but later she got comfortable, I broke the friendship also,(I think it was blunder) ... I find her being easy with me. Her respect that divine one, I did not want to make that cheap. So I feel to preserve it and think about disappearing from her reach, by presenting her a sweet memory once again.

Accidentally, I realized that I am an idiot, I need to force her to make her mine, I should not let her to be with another guy. I got really turbulent, I don't know what I became after that, I got really changed. But whatever I did after that is the reason why I am posting this.

I can not predict about me, I don't even no what I do on some circumstances. I do something odd or something extraordinary. The way I proposed her was extraordinary but later what I did was an ugly.

I was in another kind of emotion, I again told her that I love her, that was something different, I think was unlovely.

And I lost her.

Does anyone can help me, ?? Please help me. Find ideas from your heart. The 14th feb. is coming, and I am feeling like dying. I am in pain guys, I am suffering.

I prayed god 1000 times but I didn't find any clue. Finally I have an idea to ask help from yahoo, guys.

you can give me any idea, I will follow you, I will complete it in anyhow. Give anything you have(idea)

But I want her, at least I want to let her know I am sorry about whatever I've done odd there. Not in a cheap manner, but in the way it knocks her heart beat. I don't care about loosing her, but I want to prove her I loved her, and I will always love her, and whatever I have done odd with her is not a big deal.

Thank you in advance.

[Laura]

You proved to her that you loved her hen you let her be with the other guy. You showed her you wanted her to be happy. So let her go and keep yourself busy on v-day