Tired of feeling depressed?

[Fort Lauderdale guy]

I am 18 and love my life and have great friends and stuff but I feel so depressed lately. I am stuck in this crappy job (quit in May) and will graduate high school then but i feel so down about girls. I keep making my decisions pretending I am going to be able to be to be with this girl who will be going to the college I work at. I don't know her but see her all over social media and went to school with her sister and know I need to move on. I won't be going to this college but will be in the same town. I know I will be happier if I focus on myself but it's just hard. Like I know I need to stop thinking about her and focus on myself and stop letting this stress me out so much.

[Caren]

no college in your future?
maybe you are depressed because of that instead?
minimum wage for years to come

[Nayon]

I think, It is you who can control yourself. When there are many people are shining their life controlling themselves. This process is not easy for beginners. You will have to work on it. One day you will overcome it.