My weird Life, Please explain my life to me !!?

[Matthew]

Thank you for reading this post, i appreciate it.

Im just a 18 years old boy who is studying international business.
with one thing in mind, MONEY, I am obsessed with money, in love with it.
Im not ugly but i never had in mind to get a girlfriend or even marry, I'm not like these other teenagers who go out and party and date and even talk about marriage, ill mary benjamin if i could on the dollar bill i go see the stock market and the ups high and lows calculation of it instead of dating and finding love, i don't think theres a thing called love, my love is only towards money !!

Im not a teenager who is foolished by Mtv by watching shows and by seeing other celebs buying stuff worth a million of dollars and keep me down of reaching a dream. I'm not a foolish teenager or like the gets of the teens who are fooled by being on the internet retweeting funny post on twitter while the owner is making money of it while they don't know, I'm not the teenager who is thinking for 30 minutes what to write on his status on Facebook to be cool towards my friend while Mark Zuckerberg is making millions

I rather THINK about how to make MONEY by using these foolish teenagers !!
Im not going to work for somebody to earn a couple of dollars a hour i rather earn money y second.

I'm starting my own international social network soon after a couple of weeks, with my own strategy plan with a idea that isn't discovered yet on the internet which i believe is going to be a hit !!

the only thing for me is not making just money but billions of money, Im not going to marry neither have a girlfriend i will just make billions of dollars and open lots of record labels, success in my social network website etc... and make billions.

Love towards money changed me into satan, like i will go down and bow for the devil just for money i believe that if you don't die with money and with success you should suicide because there is nothing to live for, and don't say friends, because friend will backstab you in any minute, don't trust nobody except yourself. Now my question is why am i not like these other teenagers listen to music and being a fool ?
And what do you think of me, what will become of me !!

Thank You

[sissy]

What's the question again?

[Jordan Beeston]

i dont really know much about your life and how you have such a strong emotional attatchment to money. maybe you have grown up around parents similar to yourself ...or maybe the exact opposite, growing up in a poor environment with a struggle to buy essential needs. however its obvious what will happen if the money obsession carry's on (dont get me wrong i love money too i think everyone does, most people consciously associate money with happiness) i would prefer to live a happy life with people that i love like friends and family. i know that if i loved money more than my girlfriend, i wouldn't have one, i would be constantly working for money just to keep it as i would be afraid to spend it. maybe this is like you but i advise you maybe talk to a psychologist one on one to get some help or re assurance if you that worried about it. try reading some stuff on happiness regarding budhism, muslim or hindhu views on wealth ? i hope this helped i guess xx