i'm almost 20 and basically a virgin, i haven't kissed or madeout with a girl yet?

[Spenser]

I feel like i missed out on so much in high school and that's the reason why i still haven't done anything like oral with a girl. I never got invited to parties and i was that shy kid that everybody knew from class but nobody hungout with. i've only been on one date but then i discovered my longtime crush cheated on her boyfriend before prom by going on a date with me (there was no touching) i got rejected by a girl in my biology class in my community college (she ended up unfriending me from social media after that, even though all i said was would you like to go get coffee at starbucks?) i got hugged from behind once, and i got twerked on in the concession lines at a sports game. i was given a fake number after i asked a girl in the hallways for one, and another girl i had a crush in high school moved away to college and either turned into a hoe or was always hoe and i just was too innocent to notice. i can't ask my hot cousins for head, because my family would know and they don't want to. I've been to a couple of bars around my town and the waitress were cute but it was in the daytime. Other than that the only place i can meet girls is at my community college or online dating which i don't want to resort to.
there's this girl in my comp class that i've known for awhile that has a crush on my but i don't find her attractive and i don't the friends she hangsout with

[xMimi]

Whats wrong with that? but those girls rly sux tbh

[Blue Ocean]

I'm a 33 year old never been kissed virgin. You are way better off than me.