my crush hates me...... How can I give him up?

[Adhjsl]

I had this batshit crazy crush on this guy for more than 5 years and we got into the same sibling high school so I tried to flirt with him but I always managed to act like a DUMBASSS PSYCHO B!TCH ASSHOLEE CRAZY DESPERATE LOVER GIRL that always followed him around. My really evil friend told the ENTIRE SCHOOL THAT I LIKE HIM and EVERYONE knew that I liked him. So today I was in the train station alone and I saw him with a bunch of friends and I was like panicking so much so I hid behind my laptop case like an idiot and then his friends noticed me and they started staring at me. So I got pissed off and gave one of them the FINGER because I felt creeped out. Then my crush whispered something to his friend and his friend shouted to me: YEAH HE HATES YOU AND I HATE YOU TOO!!! So I took a different route and went up the stairs trying not to shed tears and I missed the bus and I just spent hours sitting in a café with a chocolate mousse, staring into space. I liked him ever since the evolution and I was the sad girl while he dated my BEST FRIENDS. Now my friends are in a different school but now he hates me. He always ignores me in social media, and he ignores me in real life too. I know the best thing to do is to hate him back since I have NO DAMN CHANCE WITH HIM, but I couldn't although I tried several times. Everytime I look at him I have butterflies in my tummy and I blush and I instantly become happier and girlier shier and sweeter. How can I give him up? Thank you

[Axel]

Just remember that it isn't your fault he hates you first were embarrassed and then cornered. Acknowledging the situation is the beginning of moving on. Little piece of advice I find really useful, don't tell ANYONE about your crush, just your more trusted friends because then there will be drama, example of why this works so much; I'm gonna make a move on a girl that I know is liked and likes someone else, but my advantage is that only 5 friends know.

[Liveylou?]

First of all start forcing yourself to act calm around him and just flip your hair and smile, so you don't look desperate at all, that might make him want you. Furthermore, pay attentions to his flaws more so that naturally you will like him less. An lastly, find someone new to like, I mean there's a ton of other people to chose from. Just this time don't embarrass yourself! Lol!

[IMspazztard]

No offence but you sound like a basket case stalker chick. Calm down and stop acting crazy. He may like you in the future but he for sure won't if you keep this crap up. It sucks your friend ran her mouth and embarrassed you. However, keep your head up especially around him and his friends. Stop hiding. If you catch him looking, act like you can see straight through him/them. No eye contact, no middle fingers etc. This will be forgotten in a short while as long ad you act normal.

[Bastion 「A」]

Just try to be conscious of yourself. Remember that it's a crush and it's totally irrational, and that you're not reactive, you're a rational person capable of setting aside your emotional responses and acting responsibly.

You can do it, grrrl.