Cant stop thinking about life? Depressed?

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This may sound weird but I can't help it! I'm have obsessive thoughts about life! Like when I see other people in tv shows, videos, movies, or on twitter and facebook I wonder what their lives are like when they get back home. Who their friends are, what their life at school is like, how the people and teachers are, what their daily little encounters or routines are everyday and how everyone has their own goals, dreams, friends, family, and memories in general? How they all have their own taste in music, they have their own favorite hobbies interests and watched movies.

Or like when I watch videos of concerts I think how all these people went to them, and what they could be doing right now. Or how there's a group of funny people laughing their a***es off right now! Or how someone else is at a concert right now filled with sweaty, happy, singing people in a big room filled with flashing lights everywhere.

I also can't help thinking about how one day all of us are going to die, and in MANY years from now in the future there will be a new generation of celebrities, new songs, new interesting, unique movies coming out that i'll never get to listen to because i'll be dead! I'll never know what the future is like, and I can't help thinking about how the past was. Ugh I just feel really OVERWHELMED and annoyed, like I think WAY too much then I get angry and feel like my head hurts or there's a block because
I just can't find the answers to life and why things are the way they are? WHY? How everyone has their own life experiences and memories, and sometimes I feel envious of other people because they got to do all these cool things in life and I still haven't.

***Anyone else feel like this? These thoughts are taking over me btw i'm a 15 year old girl whose just lonely because I have no friends anymore and please please please dont give me advice because I cant make any friends, there's nobody in my grade to be friends with. Everyone has their own friend groups made already since elementary and middle school, it's HARD to just join a clique or group. I just can't cope, I don't wanna grow up. I don't wanna graduate, get a job, I just cant. I want to die so bad, seriously. My outlook on life is really different and realistic but I just can't help it. I'm so ugly, I hate myself I wan't to die.

[john]

You're 15 that's the problem.

[Tabitha]

well, maybe you're thinking too much. are you sad while thinking about life? i don't think you're depressed. you just over think
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[AbbeyDawn]

Sometimes I wonder about celebrities too. They are just like everyone else.
It may appear that celebrities have a "perfect" life, but they have problems of their own behind closed doors. You should focus on your goals in life. Find your purpose in life, and you will begin to love your life. Be confident in yourself. You deserve to be happy like everyone else .

[Brent Oh]

. . Recite "Empty Empty Empty, Fill Fill Fill, Run Run Run" repeatedly.
. . It is the magic word to make you free from all hurt.
. . It is the magic word to open the door of Bravery Power Success.

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[Scarlett]

People like you are the problem, shaming depressed people for being depressed, they're JUST depressed. You need to get over it and go watch porn it's fun

[Michelle]

It's really interesting the way you posted on my question on comparing girls, and how pathetic I am and I should be concerned about other things. Isn't that the pot calling the kettle black? LOL! I think you should take your own advice and quit being concerned and into other people's lives and live your OWN!