I'm fed up with my life. Help?

[751]

Here's my life in short -
A 14 year old boy with bipolar disorder, depression, etc. who lives with parents in a foggy town of Bangladesh. His parents are emotionally abusive. The boy's only activity is going to school, coming home, taking rest and studying. He has no friends, no sports, no entertainment, no cell phone, no new books, but has some bizzare hobbies, such as drawing things like 'Raining Blood', 'Girl From The Netherworld' and making instructions like 'How To Torture People' and such. Likes to freak people out and makes plans about destroying the world. Sometimes wishes to become a kamikaze bomber.
See? This is my life. How can I change it?

[shaunak]

get a better hobby
@ no friends, no sports, no entertainment, no cell phone, no new book---> ARE you living in a village
you have internet/tv get on facebook/twitter/google+
in the end i always find something to do for the nite
just study hard for 5-6 years
get a great job
take a holiday and just enjoy

[Person]

I'm the same but I watch movies and tv shows. It keeps me entertained.

[Asha Sanil]

Hi dear, first try to study well . try to do exercises, play games, read good books, listen music with an earphone, do walking(choose garden), do swimming, chat with ur friends, or talk with ur friends, go for shopping etc., feel better. why r u choosing that type of negative thoughts. life is short. only think about ur future. do ur best. pray to god also. have faith and have a successful life. GOD BLESS U.