I can't let go of him?

[Meg]

I'm 15 and was in a (kind of) ldr for a long time with a guy in Canada who I had known from being 5. Basically, we were not together but there was an unspoken rule that we would not get with anyone else. He broke this rule, breaking my heart in the process. We kept in touch but were never the same since that day when he told me the truth. Recently, I lost touch with him. I had a dream about him. One where he had returned from Canada and I held him, I didn't let go and it felt so real. I still love him deep down and I can't let go. I cannot get back in contact with him as he blocked me on Facebook (unrelated to story) some of my friends have him as a Facebook friend though. Sorry if I wrote too quickly, I was trying to condense the story down xx what should I do?

[797]

Take it easy, take a deep breath. Look at your life, look ahead for good things to come! Do you want to go to college eventually? How about working on better relationships with those close to you? Involve your family by sharing your feelings with them or if that's not possible to do at the moment put yourself in a safe space. By that I mean if you belong to a good, positive group then now might be the time to get better involved! Allow yourself time to think and feel all of your feelings about this person BUT also allow yourself to think about other really neat and special things you like. How about take a nice walk or read about a positive subject you enjoy, browse through a favorite magazine or read about how to help your nearest animal shelter in your spare time. Then after that, put your hands together and practice these! Sometimes its easy to find ourselves caught up in an emotional matter when in fact we just need to take a break from it in order to see it from a different, more positive point of view. Enjoy the good and special things you two experienced BUT put together a good game plan on what you'd like to become involved with that will bring you the success you'd like to achieve in your life. A good person for a relationship is one who is there for you. Make good choices that will have a positive impact on your life. You sound like a special person. Be good to yourself and stay on course!

[Adviceteen]

Leave it alone you can move on hes mean for blocking you he just wants you to beg him just to talk -.- I say start talking to someone else and make him regret what he did to you.