I have a very big demotivation, drinking, mastrubating, and girl problem?

[Kay]

First of all, my life is in shambles i left the school i have been in but i still see my friends every week, i get bullied by my new school mates for my name. I am the fattest one in my group they all have lost weight and now have some of the leanest bodies. Second I over mastrubate (sometimes more than three times a day)because I can't get in touch with the girls (we are not the geek group in school we are among the coolest we hangout with boys and girls so its not a cockfest). Thirdly lately I have began to buy liquor illegally (i'm 16) because drinking on thursdays and fridays gives me the life I want (i dont feel anything i'm numb and feel that i love myself). Lastly I know my problem i'm so insecure because i'm over weight and I probably don't look as good as the guys i hangout with (p.s they all have girlfriends now i'm the only single one). I'm soooo demotivated to do anything I have been an B+ student all my school life and i used to study now i arrive home and open porn or stalk facebook friends, mastrubate, eat excessively for no reason i know i dont need all that food i eat, and then wait for the weekend to see my friends and drink. I want a reason to move my *** go to the gym and lose over 20 kg of fat and be a normal non-chronic mastrubator. i want my life back i am not the drunk, loser, fat, mastrubator kid i was a good person i am stuck and cant get back to be normal.

i dont want anyone to tell me that what i do is wrong, i want you to motivate me to work my *** off its been 2 sickening years for me.

[sandra]

I know you're going through a rough time right now in your life. I'm really sorry for that. I think that you need to get your life back on track. Start working out, stop drinking and watching porn, etc. And you shouldn't be worried of what your friends think about you. They like you for who you are. Or they obviously wouldn't still be friends with you. Girls, they will like you for who you are. Once you stop all of the bad things you're doing and start working out, maybe you'll finally get a girlfriend. But it's not about you having a girlfriend. It's about finding someone you like a lot and you'll eventually ask her out if she's right for you. I wish you the best of luck!!!