I get obsessed easily?

[mariana]

It seems like I get obsessed with everything (not like girl obsessed or OCD obsessed. You'll see.) Anyway, I'm totally obsessed eith Rise Against and Tim McIlrath (I'm lesbian, so its not like love obsessed. Just obsessed fan). Tim is my hero and I love him so much and I love the band and have almost all of their songs. I made a facebook page for him and I follow his F-Yeah tumblr.

I'm also obsessed with pokemon. Go ahead and laugh. I'm 15. A lot of my friends like pokemon, BUT I LOVE IT. All I ever want to talk about is Pokemon, but I don't. I play it all the time and do stuff online with it too. I'll read fanfics, surf on Bulbapedia, and look up youtube videos.

My third obsession is girls. Well' just the one I like now. As doon as i started likeing her, I totally became obsessive and clingy and stalkerish until she was totally creeped out. I would never stop talking about her to my friends, I got a picture on my phone from tue internet of her, I wrote about her, and I dreamed about her. I also googled her name several times. I'm better now though.

Any idea why I'm so obsessive?? There are a few more things, but they're not as bad.
I am most definitely a lesbian....I'm a girl and I like girls......
WHY DOES NO ONE BELIEVE I'M A LESBIAN! I'm a girl. Who has liked about 4 or 5 girls. Never any boys. I think they're gross, but cool as friends. I'm a freshman in high school. I've known I was gay since 7th grade. I'm the butchest lesbian ever. I'm in my schools GSA. No, I'm not a femme girl that's just "experimenting" because it's "cool". I hate how anytime you say you're gay on the internet, people think you are trolling. I'm serious. You can look at my other questions. I'm. A. Homosexual. Female.

[K]

You seem very niave and desperate to be a part of a scene. I doubt you are a lesbian - I doubt you know what you are as you are so keen to be something. Chill out, stop annoying people. Grow up a little.... find out who you are.

[DecapiatedPanda]

I do the same on fanfic on pokemon and other such but stalking? a girl in real life isn't cool you have issues D: and should see someone about them, where you given attention? as a kid? or spoiled alot, it would help if you gave info on your past

your 15, and you simply act kinda like a spoild child, most of my friends are like this , well when i was young they grew out of it, and but, you shouldn't go quickly say your a lesbian but if you truly feel you are then ok
You need too slow down, also about girls it may lead to something very bad if you had a girlfriend, and if she cheated on you or such things, you kinda simply act like a normal american teenager or whatever but still

[johnathan]

Your not a lesbian, just a kid lacking discipline, a proper father figure and role model in your life.

It's why your replacing that loneliness and loss with materialistic and unreachable fantasies.

[VanReitgen]

it's normal, and it's not!
i'm always obsessed with something. sometimes it's politics, sometimes it's lucid dreams, sometimes it's my playstation, and sometimes it's good times with friends!

the more obsessed you are though, the more you tend to get TO attached to something.

i'm also doubting your being a real lesbian. i guess it's cool to be gay these days. especially for younger girls!

if you allow me to give you some advice: don't force being gay. seriously: i'm not saying you shouldn't be, because that's how you feel. but being 15, you really don't have to think about these things so much. also, for relationships being so obsessed is not good! you may experience people wanting to get rid of you very soon, because nobody wants to be with someone overly attached!

but you really have so many other things to experience in your life, that this is something you can remember for later!
being obsessed is good in general. just maybe respect that not everyone is interested as much in everything as you are! sometimes it's good to share, because other peoples opinion on something can be good and helpful. but in order to experience yourself, it's good to keep some things, sometimes to yourself. don't overdo sharing, because you sound like you could annoy me in less than 5 minutes!

let's not call it obsession, but hobby, or field of interest, ok? because that's what it is! and the things you are interested in are totally all right for your age! i know older people playing pokemon or similar rubbish! never stop dreaming! but learn how to act around people that may not be into everything you are! that doesn't mean you should be someone else. always stay who you are. but it's about respect. you wouldn't want to meet me again, if we met and i talked about chess, politics and wormholes all the time! see? i'll have to find a topic that we both can contribute in. if there is nothing in common, it's absolutely okay to shut up. and if you want to make people like what you like: no matter how hard it is to understand, but regardless of how cool things are for you, other things are always cooler for other people. you can't change that!

then i suggest you to find at least one hobby that is meant to do with other people. like playing soccer, doing martial, arts, dancing or something you enjoy! don't worry about yourself. you really don't have a clue about life and that's great! don't let anyone tell you you need help, or tell you what you should be like.

oh yea, and try to be obsessed with friendship and family from time to time!

edit: after reading your additional detail:
every girl loves girls, and every girl falls in love with girls. that doesn't mean you're a lesbian, that just means that you are a 15 year old girls who's growing up and experiencing love! it's okay to accept that many things are strange in life. nothing's going to make sense in the future. you just learn how to deal with them, and sometimes you learn how to go around a certain things!
growing up should never be about learning how to be like a grown up, but it's about learning for yourself what you are like, and ho you receive and give life! it's great, and you should grow up exactly the way you like! but always remember that you're not alone in the world, and other might not agree with you. i'm not talking about being gay or not. i'm talking about how you react to people that don't like you, don't believe you or don't understand you. i'm not saying you're being wrong with being gay. i'm just saying that according to my own experience: you don't have a clue yet, and it's allright! no pressure mariana! find joy, no matter how!

[kat]

Ok first things frost ignore the idiots trying to tell u who u r only u know not them

Next there is nothing wrong with liking pokemon I do the same almost with books

When it comes to liking someone try and like not creep them out and hold back a bit I guess try and act as normal as possible but with hints that u like them like agreeing with them laughing at jokes going out of ur way to hang out with them excatra


Just remember that u and only u know who u r don't listen to random idiots on the internet who dont even know u and good luck