How do you move on?

[widebath372]

Going to summarize here a Ton. But how do you Move on past a Very bad break up? It's not really a Missing the ex thing, More of being abused so much a huge part of me is sick of women. I'm just so tired of it.

My Ex who I stood by and was about to start college made the choice to abort our child. She then used it as an excuse to lie,cheat and do drugs. Then got up and left ( Never told me about the stuff she was doing ) Under the disguise of her uncle was going to help her pay for college. So I supported her and she pretended like me and her were together ( engaged). While she was at her uncles she was sleeping with one guy after another and dating. She told her uncle I was not in her life while the entire time she was calling me,sending photos every day. After that caught up and blew up in her face she used the abortion as an excuse. Then left her uncle and jumped around one guy after another while harassing me and trying to make me feel bad. She would call me ( never gave her my new numbers ), message me on FB and just make me feel so awful. I didn't bother dating, My grades started to slip and almost flunked out of college. She would manipulate me every single time she screws up and then rub her new BF in my face. And when her life finally gets better she tries to be my friend and then insults me because I didn't just jump into a new relationship and get over it. So I'm "pathetic" because she rittled me with guilt til the point I never wanted to be touched.
I blocked her, told her to F off many, Many times. yet she makes a new FB, gets a new number or gets mine from someone and just harasses me. Then turns around wanting me to support her when she gets a new BF and tries to rub it in my face. Worse of is the fact she goes around liking all the things I did and be everything she wasn't for me with everyone else. All I did was support her and because I actually cared i'm now this pathetic person because I don't want to date anymore.
It's reached the point that I push and stress myself soo much to do something with my life because if I don't, that abortion, that sacrifice would be for nothing. It's like I carry all the weight
when those who don't give a shit and just cheat on everyone have everything handed to them.
Then they go back just to kick those who are carrying that weight.

[Rodica]

You may be sick of her. Always blame is shared. She abused you and you accepted. Everyone makes mistakes. It is important to realize your mistake and not to do it again. It's easy to say that it is not your fault, but that does not help you. But if you think you're right you'll be alone all your life.