Is it weird that I'm 15 and fantasize about marrying this girl?

[Fanaticalvolcano849]

There's this girl that I've liked for... Id say over a year... I'm really shy and I have a low self esteem so I always say from afar and never said anything to her until I sent her my number in a DM over Twitter. We started texting, getting to know each other, it was obvious she liked me back... She even told me the first time we hung out that she did... Anyway things haven't been well with us, she likes someone else, she says she's not that interested any more... There's been a lot more BS with her that I've had to endure and I'm still around. Most other guys I know would have just said forget it and walked away by now. I feel like if I never give up on her, maybe this will eventually go somewhere really big... I'm always telling her she's beautiful, I try to do nice things for her... Basically I'll never give up until something with us develops because I'm super picky about women, she's everything I've ever wanted and I'm good at keeping people in my life because I'm nice to all of them and all of that... I just want to know... What do you guys think? I know it's kinda brief and hard to determine with my very little detail, but her and I are so alike and I like her a lot. She's so important to me. She's the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing I think about before I fall asleep.

[Joel]

At 15, you have a lot more growing up and changing left ahead of you. Trust me, although you feel like she's "the one", she likely isn't. In five more years, you might be a completely different person (same for her).

[Justin]

No its good that you prepare but remember if you break it out its more painfull

[melissa]

No it's not weird that you fantasize about that. You sound like a really sweet nice guy and if she can't see that then you could A.) still try to win her over COMPLETELY or B.$ move on. It seems like she's not going out with you because she already knows that she has you under her spell. But maybe i might be wrong. I don't know your whole story so my answer might be entirely incorrect. Love is blind. She might seem perfect in your eyes right now but ask yourself this: what is holding her back from going out with you?