loneliness?

[purringborder822]

I don't whats wrong with me, I get attached to people too easily, and feel sad being far from them. I count down minutes, hours, days since I last saw them. It all began two years ago, I liked this girl in my university, was too shy to talk to her in class. Semester ended she graduated, I felt so lonely and sad being separated from her, I found her email online, emailed her, she didn't respond, I went near the place I suspected she worked, emailed her telling her so, and she got freaked out called deceives on me, I never intended to do anything to her. Anyways thats over a year and half has passed since that. I joined this accounting certification program, and this russian girl kept looking at me, she did the same second session. I said hi and bye to her third session, and was interested in her. But I found her on facebook and shes married, so I got pissed , sent her message saying omg ur married i thought i had a chance lol major fail. Anyways I saw her again two days ago, but obviously she avoided me but did look at me a couple of times. She talks with everybody but not me, makes me feel sad, our session is now over so I prbly will never see her again, it feels sad why does these things keep happening to me. I miss her but I know she prbly doesnt. I am a 25 male, I'm on antidepressants, shy but I do talk to people, have never had a girlfriend, and to be honest am a loner, math physics study and books are my only occupations apart from full time work. It sucks this feelings.

[Jitssy]

Being lonely sucks. Try hanging out with some people you talk to. Even just doing a study group helps. Just slowly get yourself to be outgoing to hang out with people. I like being alone but once in a while I do hang out with people. Maybe join some book clubs or something to interact with people.