Cheating on his girl with me, and now he blocked me. I feel like shit?

[Candy]

We've been talking for 6 months and hooking up for 3. He has been with his girl for 5 years. She is much less attractive than him. He was extremely attracted to me. Saying crazy things like he wants to come on my face because I have the "prettiest face he has ever seen" He said he never thought a girl with a booty like mine would like him. He treated me like his sex toy and at first I was so resistant, but I felt so pressured and eventually gave in. I told him "when you are done with me it will hurt" and he always responded "I will never be done with you."

Him and his girl are fighting and he is in love with her so this is messing with his mind. 4 weeks ago, he told me he was worried I was catching feelings and that he wasn't ready for a new relationship. He suggested we be friends and I agreed (that's what I wanted from the start).

2 weeks ago he invited me to hang out but I was busy. I messaged him a week ago but he ignored it and he blocked me the next day on Facebook. He blocked me once before because he was worried his girl would see me messaging him. I am assuming he blocked me again because him and his girl are fighting and he is paranoid but I don't know for sure. I feel very disrespected and disgusted with myself so please don't remind me how stupid I am.

Will he want to hang out again or is this blocking serious? I've been blocked since Thursday. Please answer this question. We've been having sex for too long to end it this way.
I have been blocked for over a week. Ive texted him but he didn't answer... Which isn't necessarily unusual
He blocked me once before he said that "he'd do it at times he's with her and that I need to respect his choices"

[TexasHoldEmJones]

You told us not to give any advice and want us to say what, when we obviously can't know the answer to your question? Read your question to yourself and you will know what should be done.

[mchicka]

He used you and is done.. just,don't do,that..

[Finwie]

I think you know the answer to all of this. Just read your text again. He's just using you as his sex toy. He'll never fall for you and he'll never leave his girlfriend for you. He's ignoring you now because he's afraid his girlfriend will find out about you, and he'll only unblock you when he feels safe enough to cheat on her again. I mean, he even pressured you into having sex with him, why are you so concerned about keeping in touch with him?

Please, write him up as a bad mistake, a lesson to be learned and walk away. You deserve so much better than a cheating jerk who's just using you for his own pleasure.

[Holly]

Clearly he loves the girl and probably thinks you were a huge mistake. Go find a guy of your own and be happy. Yes blocking you/ ignoring you does mean hes putting an end to it.

[Lilica]

You are the loser in your story. I think u need to get away from this guy. Dont lose your mind. :/

[Harmonyann]

Well it seems like you answered it yourself.. not to seem harsh but you said you were like his sex toy... If he wanted to really be with you he would of left her and got with you and would of never said he wasn't ready for a new relationship... He wanted sex with you he got it.. And if I was the other girl I would want to know wtf is going on because being with someone for 5 years and he's cheating?? She deserves better than that crap. and you should tell her or if she ever figures you out don't lie because she deserves better... Next time if a guy tries pressuring you tell him no because people should respect each other not get what they want then slam the door on you and make you wonder what happened.. you got with a guy that was taken if he wanted you he would of went for you and only you.. sorry it ended that way.

[SilverFang]

Hard to tell if it's serious. Now, Idk, but you do. When he blocked you, and unblocked you, how long did it last?

You said Thursday, so I assume last Thurs. In which case, if he's blocked you once before, or more than once, did it usually last at least a week? Or did he block you, then unblock quickly, like a few hours, and a day or so later?

But if this block lasted longer, he may be cutting you off for good. Or, he and his girlfriend are doing really well, so he doesn't want to risk it and put things on the rocks again. So, he may text when he and her are fighting and distant again.

So said you tried to text. He didn't answer. Are you sure he didn't change his number, or phone? If you can write that off, maybe time your texts. Do he and his girl live together? If not, he can't be with her 24/7, He would have to go to his own house eventually, and surely he has a job. So, if you know his schedule a bit, try to aim your texts for when you think he'd least likely be with her. Then if he still doesn't answer, you can guess if he's with her, or just making excuses and doesn't want to see or talk to you.

That's what you need to ask. Is this cut out any longer than the others? If he has done it before, and come back, then you may be worried for nothing. If this cut out is longer than the others, then you may just have to back off contacting him, and let him come to you. If he wants to hang and is thinking about you, he'll contact you.

And since he's blowing you off, don't wait on him. Why give him all this attention, when you don't even get half of his for his girlfriend, and outright ignoring you. Go hook up with some other hot men, just be sure those are single to avoid more drama, and being in 2nd place again. He had no problem having multiple women. So why show him loyalty and devotion, especially if he's called off sex now?