I know it would never have worked, but I can't get over it?

[jam]

Hey guys, So basically Im a 14 year old boy who fell in love with an 11.5 (almost 12) year old on a skiing holiday. We had never met before and she was just in my ski group for the week. Her name was alice and she lived in Israel, and I'm Luke and I live in Cyprus. We had 5 days skiing lessons together ( Monday-Friday). On Monday we met and we chatted a bit on the ski lifts, introducing ourselves, and enjoyed each other's company in the group ( we were a group of 6). We happily said goodbye on Monday. On Tuesday it was a beautiful, sunny ski day, and we had a lot of fun, we joked and laughed and talked about family life and school, and we really liked each other as friends. Wednesday was amazing. It was a really snowy and windy day, almost like a blizzard. We had loads of fun, there was powder snow, and every time we fell over I would help her up and she would help me up, laughing and joking. There was even a moment, when we kept eye contact, and almost kissed. Now at the end of the Wednesday, our ski teacher gave us a treat by taking us to a cafe at the end of the day. That's where I made the mistake. When we sat down, I asked for her email and phone number. She seemed shocked and asked why and I said so that we could keep in touch. She still didn't like it, and I asked again a bit later, to which she didn't answer. We just said goodbye at the end. On Thursday morning, before the ski lessons, I wrote down my email on a piece of paper, as I thought she might accept it, and it wouldn't seem so rude. Thursday was a beautiful day, but it wasn't beautiful for me. In the morning I said hi, and she just said hi, but with no happiness in her voice. We usually sat together on the ski lifts, and we were about to, but at the last moment she asked this other girl, veronica to sit in-between us. We hardly talked that day, and when I tried to joke with her, she wouldn't reply. That was when she broke my heart. We didn't even say goodbye on Thursday. I talked to my parents, and they said that she may just be tired, and to leave it till Friday. Friday wasn't any better. I asked how she was in the morning, and she just replied she was fine. We had a race with two other groups, and we were head to head at coming first, but I let her come first so as not to upset her. At the end of the day, when we were receiving our medals, just before I left, I turned around to look at her, and she was looking at me. I could see that she was crying, and I was too. She looked away and I left. I never managed to keep anything to keep in contact with her, and I can't bear to look at the note, I wrote my email on for her. It is Monday now, 3 days since I last saw her, and I'm just SO Heartbroken, I don't know what to do.

[Chris]

Love can be horrible, especially when your young, i want you to get up every morning and look in the mirror and say,to yourself this, I am good lucking, i am happy with my appearance and when i meet the right girl Il know she's the one, say this every day to motivate yourself, but remember your only young, i didn't start dating till i was 19, i met my miss right over Facebook when i was 24 and we are still together now, keep your chin up, you will find miss right doon, you never know, she might be closer than you think and might be looking for you, but for know i would concentrate on school

good luck pal in the future

your pal

chris