If its not love then what?

[Neo]

She was my batch mate in college.I silently loved her but never proposed. I was busy in making myself perfect for her as she was outstanding in every sphere. I improved myself and got opportunity for higher studies. After two-three years I found her in ORKUT social networking site and tried to make friendship with her and express my feelings. In due process I expressed my feelings for in messages and requested for a meeting. Idea failed completely. We could neither become friends nor lovers. Ultimately she got married to another man. Even after four years of her marriage I too got married to an amazing girl of my life. Within two years of married life we could create special bond between we two and share wonderful chemistry. But in another part I could not forget that female. Due to work condition I needed to maintain a distance relation with my spouse. In this time I missed that girl also like hell.
And found she is following me in Facebook. I was amazed but felt bit pity that after so long she had shown any considerations for me. But I thought to maintain a friendship with her so accepted friendship. Even then found she has shared some of her beautiful pics to me in google+.
But when my spouse uploaded our pic and I liked it, I think she got jealous adversely and started uploading so many pics of her with her spouse, means like flash flooding.
I got disappointed for her. But then started paying more attention to her and she conveyed me that by her action that she got married because of her family wish.
I could not control myself and started teasing her, praising her but she always urge me to say more that what usually say to her.
She never shared words to me but whenever I tease her or flirt with her..only in messages..her no of likes increased...and when I don't send any message for a day or two...no likes..no comments.

When I ask anything she will give answer by uploading snaps or liking similar words from anywhere but never shared any thing with me.

Its almost six months over. Only I send messages and get answer through her likes and uploaded snaps. I asked her to meet me.Even I said if interested in meeting me then indicate me by changing your profile pic with your spouse. She changed it.
Now I was confirmed that she has grown deep feelings for me.

I Love my wife and I also care for her. She never say anything to me but I feel pain for her.
Even I really don't know how she might have felt because my little angel ( my daughter) shares her nick name.

She has been my inspiration. I deeply loved her. Even I never had any negative feelings for her.
I have asked her to maintain a good friendship because we both are married and we have present responsibilities.When I shared these words..she shown her happiness with many likes.

I asked her to share words to me but I really don't know why but could not share words to me.
Presently she is in abroad. I have planned to meet her once she comes down to my place.
Even I had asked her if I go to her place? She did not like my idea.

I share my day to day activities with her. I strongly criticize her for wrong doings. She only listen to me..I mean read but never answer by words.
And we both are happy with it. I think once we meet she will start sharing words to me.
Now she does not feel jealous so much even when I talk about my wife.
Actually we both do not share picture with our spouse.


It was my mistake that I didn't tell her about my feelings to her in college itself.
But she did the mistake by not giving me the chance to correct myself.

Now, we are in such condition when both realized love for each other but we are married.
My relation with her is never erotic one but sometime I feel such kind of vibes and sure she too feels same way...

Forgetting her is not possible for me and being together is also uncertain but still we want to be in touch...

I just want your comment...
will it be fruitful relationship?

I feel happy to realise that she get happiness because of me...and its amazing to realise.

[Deziner]

Pursuing a friendship or whatever it is you are pursuing with this girl is extremely disrespectful to your wife, and disrespectful to your friend and her husband. You should be ashamed of yourself. If you want to be friends with her, then make arrangements to meet her husband and for her to meet your wife and all 4 of you hang out. It would basically be cheating if you met up with her alone and without your wife knowing. You are scum.

[Mia]

whaaat??? u r not a trusthworthy to your wife.. saving a friendship is ok.. but saving it secretly to your wife and meeting her somewhere? do u even share this to your wife.. u know what!? i bet no! and thats a NO NO to me. and u ask that chick to come to your house? buddy! just be sure your wife is there to meet her.. right? then that wouldnt be a problem.. if u asl her to come to ur place and u two alone together? u gotta be fuckinh kidding me?! think bud! u have a wife.. u love her right? RESPECT! thats what its called.