I want to kiss my guy friend again?

[Tiani F]

So when i was in my highschool (im home schooled now) i met my guy friend nd i know he liked me but i kinda liked him but he had a reputation of being a player so i kinda stayed away... But after he kissed me at homecoming (he was my first kiss) we have be sneaking around and making out... But after i left my hs because it got too expensive i havent seen him since and then i find out tht he moved way far away from me like 45 min away. Ive been having dreams for the longest about making out with him and i get butterflies and i really want to feel his lips again. I wanna miss him not his lips tho.. But i have been thinking should i have went a little further than kissing with him or would i regret it. Last night i had a dream again about kissing him and it got deeper into the moment and he stopped me from almost having sex with him. And so a few months ago he messaged me on instagram giving me his number but i havent texted him because im scared of kissing him again if we meet up and then having these feelings again. I know i cant have these feelings tht i wanna go further than making out because i have a purity ring and i made tht promise and i wanna keep it til im married. We both know we were friends with benefits but i dont know how to satisfy my feelings. I need some major advice!

[Someone123]

Honestly, the feelings probably won't go away till you find someone else.