I am in love with the same girl for 5 years! Help me move on!!!?

[rc]

Hello, my name is Rishi (15 years old), and I have been in love with the same girl for 5 years! Her name is Dominique, and she is the most prettiest thing i have seen in my life.

let me explain how this all started:

5 years ago, I was walking in my middle school hallways, when I saw this girl. It was love at first sight. Her friend was talking to her, and she mentioned the name "Dominique". So i asked my friend more about her and he told me more about her. I was thinking about her every second, literally. I thought about her for the next year and a half. And she was in my class in grade 8. This is when she found out i liked her, from my asshole friend. My love for her intensified so much, that I used to skip classes to sit somewhere and think about her! So i finally found out she never liked me. But my friend used to purposely invite me for group chats on Facebook, and make it look like he just randomly invited me to the chat, and she somehow was in the chat as well. But one day this changed when I was pretending to leave the chat, and she thought i had actually left. My friend started asking questions about me to her, my friends name was Matthew. She said some partially-negative things about me. Like I was annoying. So when re joined the chat, she got scared and rapidly stated typing letters, and i left the chat. That broke my heart. I was fat and un attractive. But i was not annoying.

I tried to stop loving her, and tried this on numerous occasions. I started loving her again, as time went, it was time to part ways, and i had to go to another high school as her, because of my career choice. This high school had a Major course in tech, which i wanted to do at the time, but i want to join the US Army special forces now. I forgot about her for 2 years, until grade 10. I got a message on my email, that stated that it was her birthday. I clicked it and when i looked at her picture, i fell in love all over again. I started anonymously messaging her love letter and notes. She had remember who is was! She said that she knew who I was, and she said that she suspected it, and she was not mean to me this time. She called me sweet for the love notes. But she obviously never liked me. I told in a reply message that I am happy she never freaked out and I will move on. But 1 day after this message, which is now, I am suffering with her thoughts. She is so beautiful, and i even have a picture of her in my locker and wallet.

HOW DO I MOVE ON! I fell lonely and bored. I keep on thinking about her, and I even consider moving school for her. I love her soo much, she is a sweetheart and I cannot stop thinking about her. I am rejecting all girls from my high school, because I have made a vow to never love anyone, other than her.

Help me move on, I am depressed now. My best friend even moved away from my school.

Thanks

[BaLKr]

Hi, Get a girlfriend and find a hobby. Thanks!

[Austin]

I have one peace of advice. Talk to other girls, go out with your friends and go talk to girls.

[Emma]

I think this is just puppy love, you havent really chatted with her. It seems to me that you are interested in her appearance. You seem like a sweet guy, she is awfully shallow not to at least give you a chance and it was very rude and just plain mean to say things like fat and ugly.

[Millena]

You'll get through this ok find a new hobby talk to other new people make new friends even with girls go out and have fun