Just feeling depressed often?

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I am a high school senior. I have a small group of friends and I work 2 jobs. I work at a golf club and at my local college as a pizza baker. I am also a fairly introvert guy. I can be friendly but feel people just pretend to be friendly back and just ignore me which sometimes I am ok with. I also really struggle with what to do about this girl. I went to school with her older sister but shes at another different local high school but will be going to the college i work at while I will be going to a different college in the area but will still be working at the college cooking. I have never met her sister but I randomly came across her on facebook and see her all over social media twitter etc. She also works at a local food place in my town. I really want to talk to her and at the same time just want to move on and forget her. This really bugs me just feeling introvert and always figuring out what I should do about her i have even considered messaging her but I just don't want to feel like a creep.

[Angele]

It is just hallucination... don't go after it... if you still like to go forward like this, then you will lose your important times...