Long relationship story! (please read)?

[heiswe ♥]

My best friend and I were talking over Facebook one day and she told me she met this guy (not in our state) that she liked (she no longer likes him), and I went to his profile and messaged him, telling him how much my friend liked him. It was only a week or so afterwards when they both liked each other. They kept talking and in June, they dated for a day & broke up. I felt awful for my best friend and she felt the same about herself. He had stated they were never going to be in a relationship ever again, which tore my friend apart even more.

Days and even weeks went on, and I talked to her and tried to make her feel better. She slowly got over it, but as me and him started texting almost every day I started to like him. It was difficult telling my best friend that I liked her ex, but I knew I would have to eventually and when I did, I felt better and she was okay with it too. I really liked him, more than I had ever liked any other guy before, so we started dating in July and broke up almost a month and a half later, (I broke up with him, because it felt weird knowing the fact we were dating, but never met in real life), I know dumb decision, but I still loved him.

One day me and him were texting, and he told me he was cheating on me with two other girls. At first, he told me he was doing it for me, so he could get the other girls away from him and just stay with me, but I found out it was one of the girls he cheated on me with that he loved, not me. Every time he had said I love you, was a lie. It was my first real relationship and I was cheated on.

They were dating since May, so he cheated on my best friend too, (she seems okay with it, but I know she's not).

They broke up yesterday, after dating for 6 months, and today he almost committed suicide, but ending up being okay. I noticed his relationship status went from being "Single" to "Married", so I questioned him who it was and his exact words were "you'll see ". I thought he was talking about me for some reason, but it ending up being the girl he broke up with just yesterday and now they're back together..

I know it's crazy, but I still love him. I kind of don't want to and I know now we probably won't be going out again, but I don't know what to do now. I want to stop talking to him now, but he says he doesn't want me to. He says he wants us to be friends, but I've always wanted more than that.

I really need some help. </3

[Triple T]

He's a WASTE. He just wants attention so he bounces from girl to girl. Will you ever be able to trust him. NEVER. Cut your loses and find someone better