help me i need advice with these two guys? i want to talk to him?

[lovesmusic101]

ok so i told my class (ap) which is only 7 people i was feeling sad and i shouldn't live on the earth then my friend Gabe said that i shouldnt do it cause Eric would miss me. eric is not my bf but keeps asking me out and i keep saying no. Eric tells me that my crush whos name is Terrence doesnt like me at all and Eric can talk about his ex Ciera all he wants but i cant talk about Terrence. I never talk to Terrence anymore. I dont talk to terrence anymore cause i dont have contact with him anymore, lost it cause he blocked me on facebook and i got blocked again. i dont have Terrences phone number or email anymore, he got a new phone. Terrence had a crush on me for 2 months when i was a freshman then a few months later i started to like Terrence, Terrence avoided me sometimes and wenver i asked to hang with him in the summer he would avoid me. Eric has a adopted brother Zeke and Zeke and Terrence hang out and talk alot and Terrence and Eric used to be friends. Zeke also liked me before Terrence. Terrence is kindof a player now he wasnt last year but we had a friendship sorta. Eric is pressuring me to go out with him and the only time i see terrence is lunch, but Terrence sits with a bunch of girls so i cant talk to him cuz im afraid they will get mad. Sometimes if i run into terrence he will say hi but he wont smile. He will walk with zeke at lunch and sometimes they will walk past my group of friends when im not sitting with Eric. I miss terrence, and im kinda worried that Gabe told Terrence that i was thinking about hurting myself. Terrence and Gabe never really talk though so its weird


Also last week It was my bday and I asked Terrence if he wanted a oreo he said he was lactose and tolerant i was like ok. But then Eric told me the same day he got a milk and i never saw him with a milk. on monday after my birthday he gave my friend Brian a milk and asked him to give it to my friend Roy that sits at our table Brian said it was from Terrence. And Roy was sitting right next to me! Why does Terrence do that does he want me to like him or something?

Also Terrence invited me to a co curricular 2 weeks ago i went he didnt talk to me he talked to all the other girls in there and i was sad cause i thought he wanted to be my friend again. He sat by the friend he went to prom with last year and shes nice and everything but yet he flirts with this other girls too. When the co curricular was over he went to hang out with these 2 girls and when they left he came by me and started dancing but didnt say hi or anything. or asked me if i liked it. And the cookie thing, on my birthday he blocked me again for sending him 1 message about going to the co curricular, and I was unblocked before.

Yesterday which was thursday i told my friend Gabe i was going thorugh a tough time and i wanted to hurt myself and i also told the class. At the end of the day i see terrence and Gabe talking. Wtf?


P.S. I dont like eric, at all. He is too obnoxious not my type AT all. He stalked his ex gf too and he stalks me sometimes. And he tries to get me to hate Terrence whenever i say 1 thing about Terrence. What do i do with Eric and Terrence? should i confront Terrence even though eric tells me not to or what? Warning though Zeke might get mad at me and zekes sister and her friends by talking to terrence. My dad says who the **** cares about Eric he doesnt own you.

And i want to go to this co curricular but i dont want to feel so awkward ya know? so i can talk to terrence but there is too many girls clinging onto him and he seems to like it. We are both in academic prep but we arent in the same class this year.

Reasons why i think Eric is terrible for me.
1) asks where all my classes are.
2) texts me too much, pressures me and my dad into going out with him
3) never shuts up about his ex gf always talks about her _ and i _and i"
4) my friends dont like him
5) makes me pay attention only to him and wants me to sit with him all the time
6) walks by my crushes table and brings me with whenever i sit with him when were done and i told him we should take a different way and he said no.

Whyd terrence lie about the lactose and then try to cover it up?
I terrence invite me to a co curricular but never talk to me?
terrence Sometimes blushes and looks down and smiles when i talk to him?
Terrence unblocked me from facebook then kept blocking me.
Terrence dances in front of me sometimes when other girls arent around
Does terrence have bipolar? i mean i have aspergers and thats why im in academic prep but i dont know his reason for being in there. and idk why he invited me.

i wanna talk to terrence? i want to set things straight. How and where?
And im kinda starting to get sick of eric though.

[Alex]

sweetheart, you needa get rid of this eric guy. he sounds like a douche. and as for terrence, inviting you to an event and totally ditching you... he sound like a complete asshole as well. what you needa do is think about yourself. are you really willing to be treat like that. dont bother with terrence. next time he talks to you, just tell him to fuck off. your nobodys second.
goodluck!