Why do my classmates ignore me?

[Zara B. â™›]

I'm 15 and attend High school. People in my class just ignore me. I try to smile at them, talk, socialize... But it doesn't help. They sometimes behave like everything is ok, and then they ignore me (I didn't say anything rude to them, never ignored them).
I haven't been in school this week because I'm not feeling very well so I asked them to write me (on Facebook - in our class group) what we have learnt and what homeworks we have. About 10 people have seen my post in this group and nobody hasn't replied me yet. And I posted it there about 3 hours ago. But when my another classmate was sick - they immediately give her all school homeworks.
It hurts me so bad. Am I less than others? When I am talking to them they just behave like I am not there and like they don't listen to me. Why? I never try to say something rude, boring, just what they are talking about.
Or one boy from my class borrowed some of my school notes from me. He promised to give them back to me after weekend. Guess what. He brought them back next Friday. This would never happen to my other classmates.

I have got 2 'friends' there but I've just find out that one of them is completelly weird and I am not a true friend for both of them.
I used to confide in my mom. But she always gets angry at me like it's my fault and than remimds me the fact I'm just an outsider and I will be so it's time to deal with it. But don't I have the right for normal life? Do I have to be this stupid outsider, which nobody wants to talk to for my whole life??

People, please, help me. I don't know what to do... It ruins my life. I'm crying and everything/everybody I see/hear seems so perfect to me and I'm just nothing...

PS: I can't talk to my dad - he doesn't care about me, I haven't got any siblings and my beloved grandma - well I tried to tell her but she always tells me to supress the feelings in myself. But I can't do that anymore. I want to live normal life!

[sisqo43068]

Well to start off with, your normal. There is no such thing as being overly weird or an outsider. You are more then certainly normal in someones opinion. Next dont bury your emotions deep inside yourself. It doesnt really solve anything in the long run. Now for those other kids that ignore you. I cant really tell you why they act like that. I can only assume they dont feel like your in their social circle. Thats not a big deal, cause thats just how high school is. Kids are like that unfortunately. You need to make friends you can natually be yourself with. It may seem hard, but start by looking for people who share similar interests. Its high school...its a social nightmare. The nice thing about it; it only lasts four years. So just find people who are into the same stuff and see how things go...