How do I stop being flustered from shocking/annoying news?

[cc]

Ughhhh soo something really really really shocking and upsetting (personally to me) happened today...
It's sounds kind of shallow but please just listen.
So I'm a 15 y/o guy. Ever since 2011, I have loved a fantastic singer named Haley Reinhart. She is 100% my idol. I'm straight and not really into celebrities/pop culture and stuff but Haley is by far my favorite artist there is nowadays. I have been a "Halien", her fans are called, supporting her for well over a year. I have met some really cool people since being her fan on Twitter who I talk to everyday. I'm a very dedicated fan. I still have yet to see her live however... I thought for sure I was the only person at my school that liked her, so I haven't really told anybody. In fact, most people haven't heard of her. I have been requesting her to my radio stations locally for months.

Now here's the thing. I'm in 10th grade and I have a decent amount of friends at school. But there are these kids on my cross country team in my grade that are really mean to me. They aren't nice at all. Last year when I tried to do something about it, they made fun of me even more. It's mainly 4 people. So since like April I've just ignored it. If they give me a rough time at school or something, I love coming home on Twitter to other Haley fans that actaully treat me as friends and an equal person. Haley isn't a hugely famous artist or anything by any means. Her fanbase that I'm in is fairly small but we all treat eachother like a family. I love having Haley as that secret outlet in life, where the douchebags at my school can't say a thing about it. I can't describe how good it makes me feel to have her as someone to take my mind off things. Her music is just spectacular, I can't describe it.

So anyway, I have been waiting for Haley to come to the Philly area where I live, on tour for months since her album was released. I knew the day she was coming here that I would be the first to buy tickets to her concert. So I thought it would maybe be at a smaller local venue, since again she's not huge by any means.
I went to cross country today and my coaches said there was this marathon in Philadelphia on Sunday morning where our team would have a water stand near the end and go cheer on the runners. They said there was this band Cobra Starships performing afterward. I didn't really care since I don't really listen to their music, so I didn't sign up to go. Plus, the varsity team (the one the douchebags are on) was only gonna be able to stay the whole time and actually give water and I'd just be standing in the back watching a boring concert/runners. That was the final sheet to sign up since they needed to make nametags or something.
So I log onto twitter today and see a tweet I've been waiting for for MONTHS. "Haley Reinhart Playing Show In Philadelphia". Excited, I almost screamed and quickly clicked on it. The title reads "Haley Reinhart performing at Philadelphia race, this Sunday, at finish line after Cobra Starship cancels". My mouth dropped. This doesn't feel like real life.... The ONE PERSON ON EARTH I have dedicated so much time and support to being a fan of is giving a show to the DOUCHEBAGS that are mean to me EVERY DAY?!? THAT HAVE NEVER EVEN HEARD OF HER!?!??!? I feel sick to my stomach with shock. I don't even know what to feel right now. My gut is telling me "Haley will come back to Philly for another concert" because this is just a charity race, and she does charity events all the time on the side. But I can't help but be like "WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF THIS HAPPENING!?!?" Ugh I can't even think straight, can someone give me some advice? This doesn't feel like real life. Thanks if you do, I'd really appreciate it.

[shutuppauface]

Nobody's going to read all that.
Get a life.

[Sam]

@_@ uhh... see if you can find some last minuet tickets?

[Cliff]

The concert is free and open to the public