It's a long question, but I need help and fast!! Please take the time to read, and help me!?

[Rachel]

Well this is the story. Yes, I am about to spill my whole soul out to thousands of strangers. I am a 15 year old girl, and a sophomore in high school. I was the quiet type. I had my posy though, we laughed and had fun. I was happy with life, happy with myself last year into March, 7, 2012. I am a goody goody. Never done drugs, or drank, and I am a virgin. Never as so much as gotten 5 minuets taken off from recess in Elementary. Never got detention in Middle School, and never seen the principle in High school for anything I have done. Never got into physical fights, but I have been in the rough crowd before, but I stood my ground. My grades dip when I am distracted from my work. I am not the brain or the idiot. Last March, a 32 year old woman changed my life and ruined it. She was my former teacher, but the cops believed her! I supposedly prank ed called her house a thousand times when it was my friends. I had to walk past her house because that was the way home from school, because I am a walker. I was walking by her house, and window peaking!!!! Then my Ex wrote some disgusting email, and sent it to her from my email. I GOT THE BLAME!!!! I was blamed for everything. I got the restraining order! I am jail bate! I thought I could trust this teacher, I looked up to her when I had her in Middle School. Now I don't why it took such an affect. I am ruined. I don't care about life today. Failing my classes. I got a beautiful body, but an ugly face. I have cut. I have wanted to die. I got to wear glasses, but I look even uglier. Not fishing for attention I just need help. Every time I ask for help, it's always "You just want attention you idiot" "Teenage years are the worst sweety" "The teacher did the right thing". School counselors are too busy, my Mom expects me to work it out on my own, my friends left me and formed a group called "Wifies", which I am not even apart of. That hurts ya know. It really hurts when my friends did that. We went to a dance last weekend, and they would not dance with me. Like in the group, so I just went on facebook, and cried the whole time. I have nothing to show for, I don't do dance, or sports. I know only Heart and Soul on the piano, and I have not picked up my flute since 8th grade. The high school band teacher kicked me out. I can draw anime pretty good, but you cant show it off and get your picture in the yearbook with it. What am I doing wrong? It seems as though I am on stage and everyone is watching and waiting for me to make a mistake. The teacher and the cops waiting for me to be arrested, the high school teachers waiting for me to drop out of school. My friends waiting for me to commit suicide. I don't know what to do anymore?? HELP!!!!! ANYONE!! I cant do this anymore!!

[Lora]

Screw them! Seriously! I mean really they're jackasses (judging by the description) You're just going through an emotional distress kinda faze... I should know... Sure you can't take it anymore, DON'T kill yourself, wait for a while... If TV has taught us anything it's that High school is full of jackasses and life is tough. People aren't waiting for you to get arrested... Maybe how should I know. The point is you seem like a smart girl who enjoys a lot of stuff, who knows that like good things in life pass it's the same with bad things. Teenage years are the worst... I'm a teen myself and I haven't experienced the same ridicule like you but I know it can be tough sometimes. STAY STRONG! Show them who's a boss that doesn't give a fuck about them making a little group and not inviting you. SCREW THEM! You can do a lot better than those bitchy little friends... You know what helped me when I was going through a similar situation... INSULT THE SHIT OUT OF PEOPLE! It helps... It's like ice cream. Hope I helped and now this GOOD THINGS PASS BUT SO DO BAD THINGS AS WELL.

[pokemondude15]

Wow that is a lot, look i may not know who you are but you sound like a nice girl, you need to watch out who you hang around with, make new friends, if they left you then forget them no one needs friends like that find friends who are loyal and will stay by your side, keep up with your grades and focus on school don't let these things get to you, show your teachers that your not going to give up, don't your a strong girl and your going to finish school, have more confidence in yourself do not say that your ugly, there could be someone out there who may look at you and think your the hottest girl in school, just because you have a cut and classes doesn't make you ugly, it's just one cut, and a lot of girls with glasses can find guys who are attracted to them you aren't doing anything wrong, live your own life, if you have to go to a therapist and talk things out, tell your mom that this isn't a game, this is serious and you need help, and forget about your so cold friends, you don't need them, don't feel like people are watching you, do what you have to do to get through school and life, if you see your friends don't even look at them walk away and ignore them, show them you are a strong confident beautiful girl with class, you are going to meet people who are going to try to bring you down in life for their on entertainment, don't let that happen, when life gets you down get right back up, find a hobby or after school activity to get your mind off these things, be strong and good luck, i hoped i helped

[Aw3S0MneSS12]

Be strong! It was so wrong of your 'friends' to do that to you, but you can't let them win. Don't let other people's crap bring you down! Why not take an art class (outside of school) and meet new people with the same kind of interests you have.
Can you ask to change schools? I know you think your mom doesn't care, but she probably does. Ask if you can go out to dinner together and talk some of this out. Ask her to listen to you with an open mind.
Don't like glasses? Try a different style or maybe contacts.
A real councilor might be better than a school councilor. The ones at school may be biased because they know the other teacher.
You're doing your best, and that's all anyone can ask for.

[Jet]

Hi Rachel, sometimes explaining your issues to those not emotionally involved (a safe stranger) can be useful. Being in your teenage years, this is for several folk a challenging time of life. It can also be a superb time to experiment within safe limits.

Interestingly, 4 days ago you had posted a question about your emotional attachments. I realise this question is in a slightly different context although you had mentioned about teaching staff.

I guess some of Lora's contribution (another members answer), if your thoughts of wanting to die return or become more serious intent, then it would be worth thinking of things that you do want to live for? Those you need to contact or perhaps should alert to your changing need.

The School Counsellors may look busy, if you clearly explained your need, they would be in a better position to help or refer to an individual that may provide you with the support you wish. My final point for now is that formal education is not everyone's 'cup of tea' try to look ahead to some of the future challenges you can have a better influence. Take care, J.

[Kristin]

Pleasepleaseplease do not kill yourself. You are a perfect human being and don't ever think anything else. Never commit suicide!! You are too valuable for that!! You can draw and play the piano! DAS IST WUNDERBAR! You're actually my age and year and we have the same talents (I think that's pretty cool). Please don't think that you're not good enough to live. You're worth it. I am so very proud of you for not doing drugs or getting influenced by bad people! I know that it is very hard when you're surrounded by bad people and school. Also--Try to make new friends. It is so very hard but stop hanging out with your 'friends'. They're not worthy or mature enough to be friends with you. I would really love you help you. I'd be very willing to talk to you about any problems that you have!! This is my email: may.katherine1@yahoo.com. You don't need to feel like you have to email me, just think of it as an option.