Why does God wipe these tears away?

[Leviticus 18, Zechariah 3]

I posted an ad online October 9th describing the guy I like so that anybody who read the add would know the ad was about him.... and I said I wanted to kiss him.

The very same day, he creates a SECONDARY facebook profile and I saw a photo of a wooden man carrying a clover and handing it to a kitten. When I saw this I wanted to cry cause I know he is looking for a girlfriend / wife and I feel like it may not be me... but God wiped those tears away.

I also cried cause I've gained 40 - 60 pounds from the time I first met him and I thought that when he sees how much weight I've gained, he'll lost interest in me and that I've probably lost my chance with him forever but God also wiped those tears away

Then I cried because I feel like I love him and our future is gone and we won't have a future together and God wiped those tears away to.

I don't know... I'd be jealous if he got a girlfriend but I am also not 100% certain I want to date him or be with him. He has some personality flaws and he's not as good looking now as he was 3 years ago when I first met him.

Do you think God will reserve this man for me? I can't bare the thought of dating somebody else at this point.

[simon]

if you rely on god that dude gonna be sexing some other chic, so ask him for a date and stop relying on spiritual being to do your work geez!

[JOHN 1 v 11]

Why are you leading this man on and why are you going on his looks. Do you not have some flaws' too. It seems' to me you to are not destined to be together. If you did marry you would soon divorce. You look at the worst of people. God only looks' for the best and finds' the worst.