Im in love with someone i cant have?

[MEXCANGIRL]

Since 2010 i feel in love with a guy named(Benjamin) .We meet online on a website called myyearbook.I was 13 and he was 15 at the time .Before you say he's might be a fake.He isnt fake we talked on the phone and saw his family profiles.So i don't believe he was a fake.
We both felt so in love with eachother and we wanted to meet up somewhere safe.Anyways he wrote me a 4 page email of how much he likes me and wantes to take it to the next level and all that romantic stuff .But something went wrong their was a girl that was trying to make me and him break up and make things up.Well i end up not believing him and we stoped talking ever since then and till this day he's already forgotten about me and doesn't know who i am anymore.I regret for not beliving him.I stalk him on Facebook and i made a fake Facebook account to see what he's been up to.He hasn't had a girlfriend since then.
I tried to add him on Facebook but he says that he doesn't remember me that im crazy and everything.I stalk him and im still in love with him .I've never been so in love with someone like him hes the hottest guy and sweetest guy I've ever meet (he's the boy of my dreams).But i wish i had meet him already but its never going to happened. He's 17 and im 16 now .I've went out with a guy after him but its not the same without him and i broke the other guys heart cause i didn't like him as much as i like Benjamin.All i want in this world is him and i think about him everyday and stalk him on Facebook . I know i sound crazy and psycho but I've tried many times to get him back but he doesnt seem to care and ignores me it breaks my heart.

How can i move on ?or what can i do to take him back? its been 2 years since i haven't forgottten about him or moved on .I think about him all the time he's trapped inside me.I've never meet him but i know i will never get a chance to meet him in my life .We both live in the same state but different citys that's all.

[proudafterthought559]

I would say that you should consider meeting up with him and ask what he is up to... More likely, he doesn't have some interest in you...

Good luck!