Why do I want to be a mean girl sometimes?

[Lilly]

Some girls in my school are two faced and all and left me out of their group for no reason and everyone thinks they're b!t#y including myself but they look like they have so much fun. My friends and I never act like they do as in being mean AND having fun. Like my friends never go anywhere fun and hang out with guys but I don't know why. Ugh, I want to be friends with them and not get bullied like I did and I don't know why. I hate them, but I feel like I want to be them sometimes. They all have guys that like them and I only attract weird people.. I don't understand what I'm feeling. I'm a little jealous and I can't control it since they all seem so perfect with their 58 likes on random pictures on Facebook and all those nice comments. I don't even understand, this is them:
http://shady-gl0w.tumblr.com/tagged/me
http://w0nd3rstruck-k1ss3s.tumblr.com/tagged/me
http://fangt4stic.tumblr.com/tagged/me
http://fe4rss.tumblr.com/tagged/me

Here's my awkward self:
http://unc0v3r-y0ur-f473.tumblr.com/tagged/me

yeah thanks..

[Sweet]

dont be like them, first of all i see people like that on facebook and who cares!!! there just some trouble makers that have gain bad friends over years! and trust me thats not gona get u where u want! let them be, sooner or later they will relize they in th wrong path a relize u are a great friend. but dont be like them, its not cool to others and u dont wanna look bi#*hy

[kandise]

Your crazy to want to be like them I was those girls its not fun it looks awesome but after high it all ends no joke it really does the guys grow up and want a girl that hasnt fuck 100 times even tho in school they only payed attitention to the bad girls so u end up with the weird looking guys 4 kids on food stamps living in a trailer u cant afford being those girls ends up very bad ends up being on drugs dead somewhere or being called a bad mom cause there is so many different guys In and out of ur childrens life stay normal pay attiention to school works out better for u in the long run babe

[me]

First of all, I completely know how you feel. Also, you're way prettier than all four of them combined. SERIOUSLY. What I myself try to do, is branch out and don't feel the need to commit to one group of friends. Make conversation with one of these girls when they aren't in a group a few times, then talk to them later when they are. Because one of them appears to accept you as a friend, the rest may feel inclined to do the same. Again, don't forget about your current friends! Find the perfect balance to suit your social needs (:

[Tom]

You need to just stop being so serious all the time and live like everythings gonna be cool THEN thyou are one of those girls thats having all that fun.. its all in your head ..everyone has that capability to be anything anyone is.. But you will never be one of them if you think they do it better