Here's the deal guys I'm a fake?

[ashley]

I'm 15 years old and I've been up happy with myself from a very early age, 7. I was always bullied and called ugly, fat, stupid and who'd want to date you. Even this account is fake my names not Ashley but I always use fake names on here for privacy. I've faked people online for years facebook, youtube, imvu myspace, msn, myyearbook etc...
I always fake them pretty scene girls you know the perfect hair, skin, weight and height? yeah them. I get loads of attention being them off people my real profiles are all dead no one wants anything to do me but when i'm someone else it's like I forget I'm me and i'm actually them everyone loves me and thinks I am amazing. I fake guys too... :l I've always wanted to be a guy I do more "guy" things then "girl" things. The other day I made another fake guy account I even found this cute guys pictures to use and thought no one would find out , they did about an hour ago... turns out he had a youtube channel. I deactivated the account and looked at everyones comments on my real account some laughed and called the "guy" stupid and others stuck up for him even though they knew he was fake.. I know I can't go back on it now..

I still have a million fake accounts some I never use but they're out there, they're me... I've tried to stop but I can't I like the attention and compliments I get from these accounts, although they are going to the person I'm faking I like to think of them as going to me.

I'm shy in real life and I had a bad childhood and I still get bullied even though i'll be finishing school forever in about 6/5 months... When I'm these people I get confident I'm funny, cool, smart eveyone wants to be with me, but when I am me... no one wants to talk to me even if I act the same as the fakes it's still ignore her..

What do I do now ._. idk where to go

[david w]

u will grow out of it

[Gentlemenvisitor114]

if you accept yourself for who you are others will do the same but untell your happy with yourself you will get nowhere and you can get in alot of trouble for using other peoples pics a girl did that to me and she got herself a year in jail. i dont think you would like that.

[alien fruit salad]

munchausen by internet. lots of people do it.

[Laura]

First of all, You are not fat or ugly. You are a beautiful human being. Most people have at least faked something online, It's quite natural, I can understand exactly where you are coming from but you can't be fake forever i'm afraid.

If everyone ignores you then that's there loss's you seem an amazing girl, It's completely your decision if your not girly it could just be a teenage phase. Let's put it this way, If you want to stop being fake and carry on playing online maybe just not give out your msn's etc etc.. If they judge you on the real you then there not much friends are they?

Put it this way, I was on a hotel called habbo lol, (it's like a virtual hotel thing).. And i met this girl called Holly. She's the best thing that's ever happend to me, I met her around 1 and a half years ago and we are still friends at this day. At the start, I acted fake as i didn't think she'd like the real me, I refused to give out facebook's because i thought she'd hate me for the real me, But i eventually gave in and gave her it and it's the best thing i've ever done. She means the world to me, And if i acted fake to her for all this time we wouldn't be friends right now for sure.

My point is, You will make real friends if they know the real you. If sick people want to judge you by looks then they'll probably stop talking to you, But at the end of the day its not your loss its there's. You might end up like me and meet a real best friend online who accepts you for you. Ignore the haters, You only live one girl, Make sure you live it like every day is your last.

I am also more than happy to be your friend, Just IM me or something, Good luck babe you deserve it <3

[Marie]

HEllo, You sound like alot like me i like to fake i am other people too fake girls also and guys would ask to hang out with he and i would be like really my facebook is dead too if you want to be friends kmb141@Ymail.com you dont have to write me but you can