I am so dissapointed-how can i express this in a facebook status?

[jessabella7]

My brother was caught using drugs
He is my role model and i love him soo much
and now he does this and i cant help but feel like he let me down
i feel kinda empty now
and i want this status to give people goosebumps when they read it.
Than maybe my brother will read it.
Then maybe he will see how let down i am.

[Judd H]

Your habits make life harder. I love you very much. I cannot bear to see or think about this, but I love you too much not to. Why can't you be the person that you used to be. You let me down, but I don't think you care. I guess I don't really know you.