I'm really confused &heartbroken ?

[Dannielle M]

Okay it's about me &my boyfriend he's 18 I'm 17. Everything was going good the first couple of months till we started arguing a lot mostly bkus of me I think... Im really jealous I have low self esteem which makes me wonder why he Evan loves me.. But he thinks I did him wrong but being unfaithful he swears on it.. And it ruined us. And ever since then we broke up. I've been trying so hard to get back together w him but he didn't want too. Till finally one day he said okay I'll give it a chance. So yesterday I went over his house but literally all we were Doing was arguing and his friends kept coming over to smoke and I would wait in his room feeling stupid &for some reason really Lonley. When we finally left the house Togo to out high school football game. All he was talking about was getting wasted that night his friends Evan bought so much beer and i don't like him going out bkuss he might cheat.. Evan though he said he wont. He didn't like me going out either but now he just doesn't care and that also bugs me! I check his twitter and he keeps talkin to girls especially this one girl I hate and he knows that. But he won't listen. It bugs me so much. So at the football game we would be holding hands &whatever but outta no where he would ditch me &go w his friends he NEVER usto do that ever and now he doesn't care. So I confront him about it and he says I'll stop ditching you of you quit checking ppl out and that took me back bkuss I didn't Evan check anyone out. I'm worried constantly of what he's doing who he's with. I think about it in class at night in the morning I'm so scared he will leave me I'll honestly die inside if he does hes my first love and idk what todo right now???? Please help should I leave or should I stay??? I really need some advice right now

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