I feel so lonely, left out, depressed, and sad. I need your help!?

[Joey]

Ok, so I will tell you my life story of how everything starts. I had a friend back in
summer 2011 named Nathan who had commented on a status on fb I had posted when I was a sophomore in HS. I got bullied and severely ignored my sophomore year,and I posted "I hate being misunderstood! When you call me names it hurts me deep inside and makes me sad and worthless. I am looking for some understanding and compassion. I look forward to the day I can be your friend." I didn't really know nathan at the time but i knew he was popular and he said he was there to talk anytime and it meant a lot to me. Moving on to August 2011, I started to hang out with the popular crowd and they liked me but would mostly talk about partying hard getting drunk or high. I felt awkward about hearing it. Now to November 2011 I started to invite them all for a hookah sesh. They were so fun and chill to be around with. They even invited me to a few parties! Soon, december 2011 came, they got me high off marijuana don't judge me or my friends, they videotaped me it got me upset I didn't have power to stop them. Next day I asked for the video they showed all their friends and laughed at me! They would get pissed at me and wouldn't give me my video. They said NO. I felt their just using me for hookah and since I asked for my video they stopped inviting me to parties. Blaine Nathans friend told everyone to uninvite me! I felt down had on and off problems with Nathan. It's been 3 months they all never talked to me, how can I fix my school reputation am shy and not confident I want to post a status that would help on facebook twitter instagram notes or anythig. I want to be accepted and be their real friends

[K]

Ok, you pick friends at your own initiative and nobody can guarantee they'll be loyal and compassionate with you. In a lot of cases, people are likely to use you because of your shy personality. This is just a life lesson and takes place at some point in everyone's lives. Stoner friends are fun, or at least the type I had, but they can sometimes go too far. Forget the video, it'll only be the hot topic between yours friends for a short time and would then get old. But at least now you know how your friends' phones/cameras can ruin your reputation big time, right? Just laugh it off, it's not like you starred in a porn film.
If a bunch of stoners isn't your ideal company to be with, find someone new. And don't be too bothered about being a "loner" or whatever in school, just be open for new friendships and don't stretch the boundaries of trust, because high school friends are quite immature anyway and just end up bullying each other. In conclusion; move on and be an easygoing person with no ties to anyone, don't let anyone take advantage either.

[♥]

It seems like you started smoking in order to be respected in their eyes. Smoking whatever it may be, hookah, weed, cigs is never good for you. Those kids were using you for hookah, and videotaped you for their own entertainment, they are cruel assholes. Don't try to get their attention back, because your begging and pleading is only gonna give them the satisfaction that you feel worthless and unwanted without them. Newsflash, those assholes are worthless, not you. Even though its hard and a pain in the arse, find someone how respects you for you and would stand up to whoever hurt you like that. Don't sell yourself short, you seem like you would be a very thoughtful and loving friend. Good luck Keep your head and smile, you never know whose attention you might catch.