Am I a bisexual or homosexual guy? Please help me and give info, i need help! :(?

[Bruno]

I have bveenn cnfused about my sexuality all 20 years of my short life so far. I am a guy who cant decide or know if he likes boy or girls. IT's like sometimes i see a few girls who will turns me on, but really hot ones that my friends get turned on by with like Megan fox type bodies, huge boobs, that doesnt do it for me. I am also confused on wehther i have ever been interested or had a crush on a girl since i never dated in my life cause my mom hated my sexual confusion so much it discouraged me form expressing myself. All my friends are male, but only one is attractive. No friends who are chicks. Sometimes I think how great it would be after college to have a good job and come home to a girl with a cute face, strong independent attitude who just wants to hold me and i hold her all night

But for guys I have thought sabout guys bottoms and tops naked more thna a girls. I never pciture a girl breats, but penis, yes lol. I have had strong crushed on other guys as well. I think I had maybe one crush on a girl last month who i only kenw over twitter. She was blonde, very strong in her nature and stook up for herself, and had nice legs and the cutest face ever. She doesnt even know me though lo i just remeber her from a sports team in high school. Does the fact I never took time to be with a girl mean im just gay.

I have no idea what to do, i alreayd drove my momcrazy coming out as gay, but now i dont know. And I'm even mroe a nervous wreck now cause I heard girls dont date bisexual dudes so if i meet a girl i like ill just get stompped on. I just dont want to be with a girl, think im gay and then ditch her and vice versa. Please help out IM DESPERATE LOL
I guess in the end im just afraid ill be alone forever i never got a kiss in high school, romantic hug, snuggling in winter, walks on beach, i didnt even go to prom...............i feel like this single loser life is with me forever thoughts? (by the way im not some bum whose broke, i work part time inr etail while going to college for engineering full time. I'm smart, just lonely and awkward.

[Nicholas]

Well you're a really nice person who doesn't want to hurt anyone

Heres the final solution:
You're a feminine guy who has manners and still likes girls

[B!g Kid]

Forget the 'what sex am I?' part. It's really doing your head in right now.

You need to make an appointment and start seeing a therapist. One who can help you express your bottled up emotions, concerns, fears and worries, one by one. Until you do that, you're forever going to be trying to live according to someone else's expectations of you (your mother), rather than living as the unique, loving, wonderful, happy person that YOU happen to be, underneath all the crud.

The rest is mainly from a lack of nurture and love.

[Tim W]

You are stuck between a rock and a hard place. Because you have had thoughts about guys, and are questioning yourself the only way to find out if you are Gay or bi is to experiment with a guy plain and simple. Now I am not asking you to take one for the team, or give it up to someone. Start off easy, see if you can go down on him, if the desire goes further then let it. make sure you keep safe, know who you are with and use a condom. If you can have full sex with a guy then you are gay or if you still desire women then you are bi.