Suicidal but not depressed?

[Aries]

To start things off, I am not in a depression, however I've come to this state of mind where life seems to have no appeal to me anymore. I mean, things right now do kinda suck, I can't get a job to save my life, my mom is struggling like hell and I do my best to help in anyway, after high school I pretty much lost contact with my many friends (only contact is through Twitter & FB every other day lol), and well, not to sound overconfident, but I already know what's in store for me in the future. I know it really sounds stupid but I know what I'm going to do and what I will do to get to my goals, AND I know I'll accomplish them. I always have. But now I kinda just have more curiosity for death than life. Life, to me has no absolute appeal anymore. Is this normal? Should I go to someone? Am I going mental lol? Again, I really am not depressed. I'm still a happy person Besides, I don't believe in depression. (Another subject.)

[Joe M]

Is that a question, or did you just answer your own question?

[Brittany]

I have been feeling the same way lately minus the being suicidal although it does sound pleasant at times. Its hard to explain and it sucks. All I can say is don't kill yourself because your bored with life, that could always change. For me personally I have just been hoping to snap out of it soon.

[Jim]

I'm on board, that's why I'm here.

[David]

If I could use only one sentence to point you toward lasting happiness it would be this: True happiness can only be found in God, for only He can meet the deepest yearnings of our hearts. Let me explain.

You see, we aren't on this earth by accident. God created us, and He put us here for a reason: to know Him and to enjoy His presence in our lives, both now and throughout eternity. God even created us with an empty place in our hearts—an empty place that He alone can fill. The Bible says, "He has also set eternity in the hearts of men" (Ecclesiastes 3:11).

Whenever we try to fill that empty place with anything or anyone other than God, we are bound to fail. No matter how many things we have or how successful we are, that empty place is still there. But when we come to Christ, we discover that God loves us, and He makes us part of His family. More than that, He comes to live within us by His Holy Spirit. Think of it: God wants you to be part of His family forever—beginning now.

By faith turn to God and tell Him that you know you need Him. Then open your heart and life to Christ and ask Him to fill the empty places in your life. Jesus promised, "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives" (John 14:27). Turn to Christ today and discover the joy and peace He alone can give. http://peacewithgod.jesus.net/