I came out being bisexual?

[Amelia]

A while ago when I came out as being bisexual my mother was really rude to me, and was acting as if she wished I would die. After my mom forced me to breakup with my girlfriend. She had found out that I was a friend with her, and she got mad at me. She took everything away from me, and started to complain to my ex's parents about the whole thing. Then my ex-girlfriend hated me, and my mom bought me an iPhone just last week, but my mom found out that we were dating again, so she took my iPhone from me. She started to call me a sinner, disgrace, and other mean things that made me cry for days. After a while I started to cut myself. I know I shouldn't cut myself, but it seems like I feel a lot better after I do. Also my mom tells me that she doesn't want anybody to know what's "wrong" with me, but she goes telling all her friends and family about it. My whole family will not talk to me as much now because of what happened. I have tons of friends who completely are okay with my bisexuality, but it seems like I'm still very alone. I have also thought about suicide many times. Even before the last incident happened. I’m not sure what to do anymore. I have also known that I need a therapist, but I don’t feel comfortable about telling my mother that.

[lingua06437]

Call the trevor project. It is a suicide hotline for lgbt youth: 8664887386

Your best bet is to go back in the closet till you are a legal adult. Many kids get put on the street or forced to go to conversion therapy classes. If you ran away you couldn't get a job to support your self.

Watch the it gets better campaign on youtube.

In secret - join somes gay youth groups and don't let your Mom find out.

Get good grades and get in to a gay friendly college.

When you are 18 get your student loans squared away and move out. That will be the time to let your Mom know that if she wants you in her life she is going to have to change.

It will get better.

[Sam]

Your mom is christain or catholic im guessing? And no your mom shouldnt be treating you like that no matter what, your her daughter, she needs to treat you better, see based on christianity/catholics,being bisexuality and lesbian/gay, is a sin, and in their point of veiw your a sin, and the reason you feel alone is because you dont have a family that is treating you right, and family is the main key to happiness, but no matter who you are, your family should love and care for you. I had this happen to me, I got in a fight with a whole bunch of stupid catholics on facebook and they were like "Your bisexual, your a sin," "your going to go to hell." "Look at your self you need to fix your self up, or your gonna go to hell." and stupid bull shivick like that. then after that my best friends mother(who was also catholic.) made him delete me from facebook, then I found out i was just bicurious and not bisexual, so that was all for not. But i for one dont believe in the bible, the bible was created by men who believe them selves to be gods, sorry im getting off topic, but if your family wont treat you right just because your bi, then screw them they dont deserve you, you need to go out there and find some people who will treat you right, forget sucicide and cutting your self be proud of who you are, and if people neglect and hate you, push them aside and find people who treat you correctly.